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Uncut chant/rant ... Insomnia 0.O

What is insomnia ... Defined as habitual sleeplessness, inability to sleep... Is that truly possible?? Not sleeping .. I think not .. And if so, then there would be some major imbalance to a persons homeostasis.  I mean I know it to be possible, but I mean the inability to sleep, at all... I wonder if there was ever a study on that .... I don't think someone is truly an insomniac .. That's just a name that was given to define someone's difficulty in falling asleep at night as the vast majority does.. Odd ball out.. Therefore becoming diagnosed as something.. They even gave it a name & labeled those types as insomniacs. They probably prescribe pills too .. Here take this & sleep ... Cause we said so! Hmm... Whatever .. Just another rant that will lead to some research :))
Haha the insomniac in me reigns supreme for I shall get little to no sleep tonight...

The moon is out & she is sure pretty ...

Namaste

Meh! Inspiration ;) uncut chant!

Happiness.. Everything we as humans strive for .. Disillusioning ourselves in regards to the contents of what happiness really is... Feeding ourselves with the belief  that happiness is this object, this thing in which to obtain, hold, grasp, find!!!! & who wants to be told in the midst of their search (especially during trying times)  that "happiness is a state of mind.." I know when I've been told that in the past.. My 1st thoughts (2 myself of course) were "yes really?! Well go fk Urself) .. But I get it now ... I understand .. Everything in life has to be balanced.. There has to be both of everything.. That is why in everything there is everything, & with everything comes everything... That means good & bad.. Now the levels of good & bad vary on a scale.. Because good & bad is different for us all.. So that means that whenever there is bad, there is good .. Because there is balance in everything.. Everything carries with it, a little piece of everything .. & a little piece of everything is everything we got in order to be whole ... If you seek happiness, you will never find it .. If you breathe happiness & always keep it in mind, for it will be forever yours.. It is the things that we hold on to in this world that make everything what it is ... ALWAYS be mindful that the choices are always our OWN .. & if there are things in life that exist that you wish weren't so ... Then by the powers that be (which is YOU) can unwish it .. There are always things beyond are control.. & fkd up things happen from time to time ... & sometimes the easiest thing to do is to feel defeated, hopeless, pessimistic & so forth... & there are many things in this world  that we ALL wish never existed.. even a day like today, 9/11.. Today of all days.. means something Profound for us all... 

But it is what you choose to hold onto from these things, ALL things, that manifest your future world ...  In bad times.. do what is needed to heal & find peace ... no one said do not grieve, be angry or seek solitude.. for these things are ALWAYS needed.. it is during these moments we come face to face with our own dark side... Remember there is everything in everything.. that also means YOU.. 

Find solace within yourself & know that you have all the power in the world to Change Something.. And that something is only YOU ..

Namaste :))

Song of the moment ...

Yup :) 

She wants Revenge ~ Written in Blood 

Blood red lips traced with a tongue they shine

Cut through a crowded room

A look can say a lot sometimes

So I take all my past attractions and project on you

Every disappointment and mistake

Summer's ending from a one night heartbreak

My head is spinning, my hands go damp

But still I force an introduction then I ask you to dance

You feel like home up against me close

No, we just met tonight

There's so much that we still don't know

But I'm fairly certain that we might just work out right

Then again it can all go up in flames

And I'll take you down in the name of love

But for now let’s kiss hard, fuck the games

All or nothing, it's written in blood

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby or you're gonna explode"

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby, keep your eyes on the road"

Soft wet skin, hands raised, body tired

And the sheets are across the floor

You tell me that love don't last

Drawin’ circles with your fingernails across my back

As your lips form the words that you won't say

In the distance your favorite song plays

I turn you over and look in your eyes

Promise you that this is forever or till one of us dies

You taste like tear stains and could have been’s

But our love was a train wreck

Your hair balled up inside my fist

You tell me don't get too attached like this is just entertainment

Then again it could all go up in flames

And I'll take you down in the name of love

Maybe one last kiss just to ease the pain

All or nothing, it's written in blood

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby or you're gonna explode"

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby, keep your eyes on the road"

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby or you're gonna explode"

On the way to the wedding dressed in black

He said, "Sorry lover, but you can't look back"

She says, "Oh no", she goes, "Oh no"

She goes, "Slow down baby, keep your eyes on the road"

On the way to the wedding, oh no

On the way to the wedding, oh no

On the way to the wedding, oh no

Rain- uncut chant

Today as it rains, my soul weeps..

Silently..

But within the silence, it cries 

Expelling all sorrow that exists within its hemisphere. 

Heart longs for what it has failed to receive 

Mind yearns for understanding 

Soul desires to be quenched with all that it yearns for 

Let it rain... 

Prologue

As the pages are written down
Two lives have intertwined
A journey of two strong souls
Both woman so fine
Each with her own existence
Each with her own game
Both two cosmically blessed friends loving each & every day

Two stories to be told
Chapters to unfold
Both with more than enough fire to set the pages ablaze
Each with a whimsical breezy light demeanor but always getting carried away ...

Into life
The breath of life ...
Grabbing hold of it by the reins using laughter, joy & love to lead the way
Both having a penchant for success
Beauty within
Beauty without
Universal laws in the making
They are both in for the taking ...

All eyes on WE
our imaginations filled with history mixed with a little bit of mystery and a lot of go in between if you know what I mean
Our stories are fabulous as well as hilarious some may be true if you believe
But at the end of it all the story will be fed and bred into the next millennium
We breathe passion into our existence and with passion comes absolute LOVE
Love created into existence

Fortune has been told
for it is love that brought us both here
our favorite little song..
Sung all day long
For we are Night and day
Yin and yang
Hot and cold
Lovely and bold
We ignite the fire from within to light our way

Greece meets Spain
Sexy duo rising high
lovers scream past the skies ...
For we both know the secret and it never lies ..
The power is within us and we are the drive behind the force
And with each and every push we pull in and we force ..
Because the cosmos know their way

We Retain all that is ours ..
The final hours are ours..
No stopping us now..
For we have much to say..
Beauties mixed with a lot of brains and a bit insane but hey ...
our imaginations clearly leading our way..
We set into stone paving our way
With lots to say mixed with some hidden wisdom..

It is our whimsical fairy tale story of existence
many tales & woes mixed with some foes and wowzz .. but
Mostly thrills and chills..
our lives will keep you guessing ..
but if and when asked what aspired this to be.. well we would both reply nonchalantly that we obviously made it all up... If you know what I mean ?!?
Wink wink

Gratitude :)

I just want to take this moment and thank you for taking this moment in time from your busy life to allow yourself inside my world & for allowing me inside your world & most importantly for sharing some of your precious time with me...

I appreciate your eyes reading all the things that I have to say & your mind soaking in all the words...

It truly does mean the world to me that you have joined me at this very moment in time, space, dimension...
This time right now..
even if it is only for a few moments..

I from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU !!

Every moment is treasured ..

Thank you :)

May your life be filled with LOVE, JOY, PEACE, & HAPPINESS

Namaste

"Gratitude is a vaccine, an antitoxin, and an antiseptic."