
You play off my sympathy because you know How I feel towards you. You say all the right things that help you out in this entire scenario. You lie through your teeth and smile in my face & act as if you do not dishonor my love by pretending to be something you are not. I have listened to every one of your lies & it is with self loving preservation & dignity that I rise within my own alchemy to see the devilish seeds you attempt to impregnate me with - all for sheer sport of your own story lines of twisted romantic vines you create in this life of ours. The fact that I love you & it twitches your penis erectile with soothing comfort knowing that yet another is enchanted by your spell. You suspense all with false hope of a future that can never be. If it were up to you, you would keep me in hell just to still KEEP me around. Do you feel soul proud ? You are thee Writer of your life & fueling with insatiable lust for wealth, status, power, prestige you with your pride shove me to the side & intentionally ignore the highest calling meeting you now in this life, which is shown through the catalyst of “We” - powerful is the source of love of love that is purest in this form that is within this creative vessel you and I embody. Divine right timing with this mountain we are climbing. As of right now it would appear that you actively resist the call of duty to further entertain the conditionings & behavioral patterns of your reality of comfort zones you have thus so far built for yourself. Kudos to you. Healing to my egoic spirit hurt by the taking of personally the choices you are free to undeniably make for yourself. These transitions of death into life being born out of strife and pain. Somehow, we make these things right. So it appears that Now your heart matters pull strings & you get an itch of a new feeling that is intoxicating to your senses. Love will always feel this exotic. These angelic cosmic vibrations are only here to remind you & I of our Own very powerful essences existing inside of us that is grandeur than this illusionary life we find ourselves Journeying & awakening to the wonders of our shared universe. Unification we all seek.
Where has your duty to know thyself soul true in every realm of existence known to your consciousness creep ? : for where has thou knowing have gone ? What feelings do we continue to ignore because it does not fit into our folklore system of operations that serve us confusion? What feelings do we suppress within ourselves that keeps us feeling isolated, trapped, stuck & silent to what we feel that sure is a challenge for us to overcome ? I speak not knowing whom To address so I address all for we are only mirror reflections of one another in vessels we barely know that shadow many dimensions into ourselves. These vessels draping a piece of us that is absent & yet also very Much here in this now present moment. Where art thou souls living ? Where Art thou souls in feeling whole ? Every time you push me away, you only draw me closer to you & yet the illusion showing itself to us is that we are not together. We are in separation. Do you not FEEL these sensations of our combining vibrations that create cosmic elevations? When we embrace galaxies explode creating new galaxies of expression. Where are you my love in the midst of all of these things ? I feel you. I can hear you crying, is that for me? You cry for me but it is you that you must cry for so that you may heal the part of yourself that is your responsibility. I hear you crying & yet I do not see your face.