Going through my Instagram and deleting
so many accounts
Of people & energies
Whom all need to be
LET GO
I will admit
some of the Letting Go has not been easy
but its a long time coming
Some people I have loved
and some of those I have loved
do not feel the same
and me holding onto an energy like that because of denial
can feel like a drain
It's not personal
It's Healthy of me to
detach
because sometimes it is the most healthiest of things anyone can do for themselves
to move forward in your own life
is only right
There are some whom may never admit to their true colors within their nature — I’m trying not to care — but they too will get cut ..
as I said it’s not personal - but my energetic field and entire being is precious to me
The other night I dreamt with one of these people whom got the cut today
Cause spirit revealed to me
their truest nature
and It was made very clear in my dream of what I was being shown
Intuition is my precious gold
Truth be told
for a while
my intuition was telling me about this person whom was once upon a time an important person in my life
But hateful is their vibe
the Part of me that loves this person and always will
did not want to accept that this person secretly felt this way towards me
and I was like
Spirit, oh why does this have to be ?
and spirit just hugged me
lovingly
reminding me of the energy I deserve
and in my lessons of learning to discern
I must honor myself whole
and let go
even if I could turn back the hands of time
I wish all these let goes
of disappointment
I wish them all well in their lives
never shall I turn back the hands of time when we each have our own evolutionary growth to go through in our own lives and these paths must always be walked alone
I have many more to look through
The bunch I just deleted / unfollowed
it was a bitter pill to swallow
and after I write these words
I shall never reflect on these mundanes again
They were never my friends on this realm of existence
no more shall I resist what I know needs to be done
some accounts inactive so they too got cut
but to the rest of them that once were something to me ...
Peace out cub scout
your energy is not what I am about !!!
