I am Certain

Unrequited LoveLies

Most times when people encounter others - if they look beyond the surface for more in depth understanding by reflecting on their own innerstanding - one may recognize that others are mere reflections/  mirrored aspects being divinely reflected back onto the other --

one may see this if only one dares to take the dive into these introspective lands of cosmic wonderland 

these watery realms of existence do exist 
and they intricately alchemize evolution into marvelous creations 
but one must dive into their swim 
and truly go in 
for their win  

HOw interesting for others to mirror to one another the parts of themselves needing to be realized
actualized
conceptualized
it is time to Finally be understood
by oneself 
and often times it takes a lovers hit 
to be that  

unrequited loves fix  

of unresolved issues needing a tissue 
time to get thru  

some lovers mirror back to the other how hung up on past relationships and ideals they previously believed 
(believe has the lie within the I - held up by illusion)) 
it is time to dive into the alchemy of those beliefs once perceived to be 
another distorted version of reality 

holding onto people and things and ideas that were once believed to be 

the 

one 
the truth 
the life 
the lie 
the ride 
the condition 
and now in pure resistance 
disruption existing in the current now of realities 
of realizing the adding up does not add up in any
way 
shape 
or form 
a  rebirth needing to be reborn 
itself thru this inevitable death 
to fiction 
ego 
lies 
surprise surprise 

the mirror that reflects 
reflecting to their current person 
place or thing 
((the past held unto by some invisible strings)) 

holding onto another 
a person 
place 
some 
 things 
are not easy to let go 
or see at face value 
undervalue extremely overvalued 
for a quality of non qualifying 
substance 
hocus pocus 
if you ask me 
masked robbers escaping 
scott free 

some hold onto this imagined person from their past that 

 did not work  

out in the way 

they wanted it to be 

or thought it to be

some people hold onto imagined turning of events that do not match how they wanted reality to be 

as if there is this perfect

person 
place or thing 

the triggering of 

emotions that are triggered for one 

to feel 
while shooting out to another more deserving 

the lack of not wanting  

nor desiring 
hurts like hell 
under these spells 
of unrequited 
do or die 
most die inside 
when chewed alive   

by another 

who wants 

another 

these energies playing out in this twin like collective
seems to be the 

theme 

energies 

nowadays 
on some cosmic spin of a debate
some learning 
others karmically cycling some more lessons 
hurt people hurting people 
and hurt people instead of healing 
choosing to hurt some more 
believing in the old paradigm of folk lore 
designed to out rule ones destiny 
this

plaguing of drama hitting the air waves

maybe it is designed to be this way 

to strengthen further ones resolve 

to stand up for themselves 

to open their hearts 

to give more self love 

to themselves 

so that way 

the right lover 

( if that is what is wanted) 

comes along 

and brings a cupeth of loveth 

overfloweth 

till then...

hearts bleed 

stuck on strings 

that never were meant to be 

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for the parts of myself that pours out positive vibes 

there is equal measure of my artist inner hive 

that pours out shadowy elements of 

creativity in her art

so keep this in mind 

before you attempt to understand 

my innerstand 

for the only command post 

you are guided to steer in here 

is the inner landscapes to yourself 

for yourself 

a gift of health 

wealth 

stealth 

Did you know that change is brewing ?

it is here!

for it has been declared in the cards

and although I am not made to see the exact caliber of the change

I am designed to feel it 

and it feels good 

something needed is coming 

and deserving 

is this time 

to receive 

this sacred gift 

meant to uplift 

and change every shift 

into KabooM 

Adventure Awaits

Nothing more annoying to realize last nights video is all of a sudden way too long to upload. Either way I will do it from my

Computer tomorrow. 

Blah and bleh to me needing patience at this time

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Deservingness

Darn Skippy 🥰

Crystal Lover Fashions

I did say I was a crystal Lover 😍

DoodleBug

Why did Doodlebug get left out in the cold ?. 

By his own momma too 

He’s Uber adorable with his teddy bear 

😍

YoUTuBeR Starter Kit

Is that all ? 

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