Insecure Introspections

A guy 

A girl

A man 

A woman 

how one behaves 

sure does reveal 

the mirror 

reflection 

of introspection 

needed to see

how one feels 

about themselves

that is reflected to them through another 

Universal LOVE Message of a GEM

I love my daughters Oracle cards and their message to my spirit 

when things hurt 

stop looking at it 

when anything hurts 

stop 

just stop 

just stop 

Good things coming 

BELIEVE 

Are you ready ? 

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the reality of his lacking in emotion brought to the surface for me the unhealed versions of myself that I have yet to heal and love whole 

how quickly we can absorb straight into the toxicities of the broken fragments of pieces that rob ourselves of Peace

How easily he was leading me off the cliff 

how easily I was giving my power away again 

the stains of reality when we behave in such toxic ways

Oh how I cried 

I cried 

I cried 

these swords that pierce through my skin

in revelation 

on how I walked the edges of every cliff inside of me evolving 

and through trickery of self deceit and denial 

my crown 

tilted 

human side of me jilted 

unscripted 

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It hurts like hell 
to want another 
to feel for another 
to think you connect with another 
to only realize they 
do not want 
you 
or need you 
or feel you 
or vibe you in the same 
way
or maybe they do but not in the same way 
on the same day 
that  you feel this way
it is always after some point 
of rejection 
that spirit feels some level of detection 
that is left open for introspection 
but it involves some level of deep dive to go into your own hive to pluck out the root of the imbalance this time
it hurts to FEEL alive 
which is why most people 
DIE 
and walk like zombies in their life 
due to their fear 
of diving in so deep
afraid of how deep their own feelings can go 
you have to jump into the ocean whether you can swim or not 
realizing no matter what happens in the ocean 
we all will inevitably 
float 
Life Boats
sometimes don't come in time 
It hurts like hell
to cry 
and never feel the console 
you think you need
hug yourself please 
this revelation came thru to me in my dreams last night 
he held me tight 
and still rejected my hold 
chokehold 
this construct of feeling stuck in this 3D place filled with robots devoid of all emotion 
this erosion of explosion 
when I say I would much rather die 
and they look at me 
as though 
I am suicide 
like the resistance to think this 3D life is all there is to this business deal 
of a seal 
that for me is like super unreal 
these things I feel 
as I unleash into these deep depths of my soul
the truth that must be told 
as this poetry in me forms something 
untold from this ancient well
of Lovers that burn in hell 
some might say 
she is crazy
this day 
today
the dream sits on the surface 
of this chaotic purpose 
serving purpose 
for the whole of the whom
that dare 
to care 
and excavate 
TRUTH 
for PEACE 
through LOVE 
what is all of this 
Poetry in emotion 
Enchantress The Babbler 

RAINBOW SIPPERs

Sipping my own colorful  fragrances 

noting my own deliciousness 

anything unable to recognize 

the rainbow sensations of heaven 

can leave 

HIGH BUDDHA

-

Awoke 

on some 

Shake up

centered in my bake up 

that when I sit up 

Im like hold up 

no time for this nonsense 

Royal Highness 

STAR CHILD WISE

Star Child: "How will I know when he is real?" 

Star Guide: "You will KNOW, 

and no QUESTIONS will be asked, 

only 

sweet

surrender...

anything beneath this layer of surrender 

is not worthy of your time nor do you desire half a cup of love.  That is an empty warped out sword like fight of an experience!

Star Child,

WAKE UP,

do you not Know whom you are? 

Star Child,

You are the Sun, the moon

You are a STAR 

You are the God exalted into Goddess  

You Reign Supreme 

Star Child, 

You are the Dream, NOW 

WEAVE!"

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maybe today was rough
maybe today did not go as planned
or maybe today you got to express yourself in some way on these 3D lands
maybe you decided to retreat and hide and further deny 
or maybe you decided not to feel at all 
maybe today was good 
and maybe today you learned some harsh truths about some one or many people or a particular person 
maybe you are feeling disappointed again 
maybe none of this is enough 
maybe life is still feeling rough and tough
or maybe that too is a figment of your own imagination 
maybe life sucks period
and no one really gets it till they gets it and then say fk it 
maybe there is shit meaning to shit life 
maybe just maybe 
you needed to read this too 
for some seed 
that germinates 
common sense into every land 
of defense 
that swings its cocker spaniel like effects
cute on the outside 
shallow as funk on the  inside 
travel outside of every hive and realize you are the writer that is all doom and gloom and bloom 
aligned no longer able to hide 
even the crappy nature of the thoughts that can creep in and justify themselves 
this star child word of advice you should apply to yourself 
in some kind of magical inspiring way
so that you can remember whom the funk  you are and live your life FREE for you -- as long as you keep it real with yourself and honor your truth - people come and go and if they do not align with your vibes - it is ok 
it is ok 
it is ok 
to want more 
it is ok 

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DoeLow Da PilotMan speaks of this quote vibe on his Youtube channel.  His ability to allow himself to be the vessel of Instruct through his communication skills through his mary Jane kind of waves - brings him down to this wave of page existing on these 3D lands that allows for his instruct to be understood and inner stood by those whom are aligning with these knowledge filled circuits that are part of many live wire circuits ..

what circuits do you circuit on the circuit ???  

come back..

I speak out of Poetic streams that create dizzy themes  meant to chase away the robbers and the Sobbers whom have not emotionally matured enough ... not yet

come back.. 

you need to come back to see what I mean without being so lost in between any of my words..

comprende? 

over your head syndrome is what I can do when intentional within my diversions of poetic explosions... 

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((say that out loud)) 

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