DEATH, LOVE, BETRAYAL

He has got that 

stupefied 

CRUSh 

that makes him 

FEEL 

alive 

inside 

This FANTASY 

he desires so much inside 

filled with 

FEAR 

about taking that dive

and so he 

bothers not to try

till the evening 

that he loses 

sense of his 

control 

DEATH LOVE BETRAYAL 

LETTING Go

WHAT Does GRATITUDE really mean?

during my walk
this word came to mind
one that I HAPPEN to use
ALL OF THEE Time
my my my
something in this moment didn't feel right
about this word
and guided from within
I decided to break it down a little bit
and in doing so
immediately I was shown
WHY this word came to my mind
for its root meaning
reveals to me my own understanding
of a word I believed I thought I knew
and SEE now
that its own origin
the energy behind its Original creation
does NOT MATCH nor ALIGN with the
understanding I believed for so long in my life
maybe you too
will follow along
and SEE what I mean
about the breakdown
of this WORD HEARD and USED by so many
across these lands
believing it not to mean anything bad
and this is not about
Good and Bad
right or wrong
this is about
ENERGY
ROOTS
and Inner self TRUTH
in which you are solely responsible
in Understanding what that is for
YOURSELF
maybe this poem will help


never shall I be
"Gra"
again
for instance it is deemed a medical disorder
that states is
curable too
all depending
on YOU
to

FEEL 

DEAL 

HEAL thru 

Urban legends declares "GRA" as the
pointing out of  idiocracy in others
break down idiocracy
and you will SEE this to mean
a government run by fools

#FakeNEWS

so because this is so
 never shall I be
"GRAT" again
cause from what ROOTS teach
"GRAT" energy
REDUCES down in size
the shredding away
and its opposite meaning
which has generationally been deceiving
informs one that "GRAT" is  something rather pleasing

opening of Pandoras BOX 

I desire to know    for whom is pleased  to deceive? 

Shakespeare knew these rules
tunes
Understanding FUNdaMENtALLy
the POWER behind
the root to any Creations made
he knows "Grat" to be
the definition of someone who speaks
idly and seemingly not making any sense either
sort of like this "babbling" that takes place
all over the place

so IN "GRAT" one makes no SENSE in any way
WOW is all I can say

found an acronym
used by
BANK corporations
they use "GRAT" too
"Grat" an instrument they offer and use
Grantor RETAINED ANNUITY TRUST
G.R.A.T
BANKs created this Option for the mundanes of this world
to ACCEPT if interested

"GRAT"  is spoken clearly by BANK Corps
 "GRAT" a financial instrument
(instrument in this context is to be understood by its origin/roots which define Instrument as a tool/DEVICE one uses to direct / lead / use in some way to produce a mechanical effect)
what does it mean for the banks ? IT is a "SPECIAL kind of irrevocable TRUST that ALLOWS the TRUSTMAKER/GRANTOR to GAMBLE against the ODDS" that alone right there sounds fishiest to me  - for it is believed or made to believe that if the TRUSTMAKER/GRANTOR plays all of their cards right - then a significant amount of wealth can be passed down to the next generation.

so even the banks know
50/50 play out with the ODDS never really in your favor

for the "GRAT" creators
dominated the flavors of the word from its root

ENERGy is everything

"IT" identifies a something or someone to whatever is being identified or connected creating IT to be the representation of whatever "IT" is being discussed

whether you get "IT" or not - "IT" gets "IT" and that is exactly "IT"

16th century
meaning of "TIT"
is to inflict some level of insult or injury to someone in some form of retaliation or spite for having suffered in some way  - it was known as a form of Revenge back In the day

No more
"Gra" for me
No " GRAT" shall be
passed on generationally
"IT" must be understood
by its formation
by Unknown creators
whom are intelligent and knowledgeable
about many ROOTS of things
so to speak
Unknown to US
many definitions and sounds forming words were created
for LANGUAGE and COMMUNICATION
to be shared and understood
by the MASSES
carefully crafted
in all honesty that alone in itself is rather
fantastic
and inspiring
for the dedication involved
in all of this

"TIT"US
Titus characterized over a time
as dependable and forceful in many ways

“And he said to man, ‘The fear of the Lord—that is wisdom, and to shun evil is understanding.’” (Job 28:28, NIV)

I understand NOW
without any shadow of any doubt
that there is NO fear in LOVE
and if God is LOVE
as we all declare
why would it be wise to FEAR the Lord
and to ignore evil
to shun evil
to rebuke evil and take no part in it
but they leave out the details of what that
alone can imply
and that lack of understanding that has been created
out of fear
or sheer ignorance
energetically creates a different story that is
definitely energetically created / shared / spread
because ENERGY is in everything
it is like fuel

so man is instructed to FEAR the LORD
FEAR is an ENERGY that produces
ANXIETY
WORRY
Negative LOW vibrations
Negative conflicting thoughts
and so much more
and because this is being shared
collectively
the ENERGY of FEAR enhances
strengthens
GROWS
so FEAR Energizing high
causes one to NOT be able to clearly think
because FEAR is a heavier energy that FEELS
harder to get rid of - - -
this post is not about this
but maybe I shall dive into this more
soon

back to
explaining
"TUDE" and how this gets added onto words to define the condition / state or quality of something

words
formations
may chain together
sharing similar roots
but that does not mean
the BASE of these word variations are the same
even if they appear so similar or alike in many ways
the BASE formation of these word creations
may ENERgiZE in meaning something else
that may not match the definition being shared
around

anyways what am I no
longer saying
or using
or  expressing from my lips
till I figure out some shit

YUP
the Word for me
at this time
before bed time
breaks it down like this

GRATITUDE a compilation of separate words with their own BASE meaning / Foundation / Definition that may have transformed in meaning over time - posing as one thing - but the BASE foundation and creation of this word mixed together with small sections of words that have their own base meaning too -are often times forgotten about or not spoken about and shared - even tho the BASE ENERGY that has its own MEANING / VIBRATION / FREQUENCY is still being spread across these lands - and many do not even realize the subliminal conditioning behind their own learnt ways of communicating.

right now with these piece by piece breakdowns I have found and presented myself with

my silly self now understands that everytime I speak the word gratitude and grateful  - which I believe is a WONDERFUL quality of FEELING to embody

too bad the word I understood to represent a state of grace and thanks - and by my acknowledging and speaking it and FEELING it - I believed this to Be a wonderful thing to ENErGIZE into this planet based on my own FEELINGS

but silly me
my FEELINGS
have not matched my words
that word
creating a 50/50 atmosphere
lots of static being generated thru misuse of language -
words and their meanings
got to go way back
to their place of origin and space
for this is where the BASE energy of any WORD is created

but in truth to get to the ORIGINAL BASE / ROOT / CREATION of something
Anything
one must note that one may never
be able to find this
in our external world

so apparently based on this breakdown of word origin of the word
GRATEFUL

whenever I have said

I AM Grateful

what I really energized without realizing the base meaning and energy that already exist in this word - because I didn't create this word - but the creator that did - did so in small parts - and did an excellent job

so whenever I have said I AM GRATEFUL

what I really said
was I AM a hot mess ruled by a government fools that pleasure in breaking me down (vibrationally) by reducing me down in size to inflict some level of insult or injury with a quiet energetic force leading the way making me ful of the energy of this word that if ending in "tude" highlights my own arrogance and lack of "knowing" anything about words and their meaning

This got me thinking about
Gratitude when expressed
by myself and by others
what is the root cause of creations within
that moves us to express Gratitude as if that is something
necessary to profess outloud
announce
origin of part of the word also represents "Massive" "BIG"

where am I going with all of this

to sleep

nitey nite

Energy is TRUTH

Nothing is 

as real 

as our imaginations 

Convinces

Us 

but the power of our imagination 

is another 

Energy source center

HIGHLY ACTIVE 

& constantly 

being used 

no matter if we are 

Conscious To 

Our Inner 

Imagination lands 

I’ll admit I use to get lost 

in LaLA land 

Often 

Overtime I lost the ability to recall

Fully those visits

I can assure

not all were lovely 

trips 

Now think about that ENERGY 

and how it breathed 

into life 

Meanwhile absentminded was I 

Or was I ?

Desensitized ?

Feelings ? 

I question my 

feelings 

When I expressed them 

And asked myself 

privately 

Why are you acting right now ? 

Offended was I 

When I got caught in my own 

Self denial 

& lies 

Keeping up with not 

DEALING 

Feeling 

And living in the land 

of make believe 

Oblivious to me .

Like QUESTION yourself 

Please ! 

What are we feeling ?

Why are we feeling ?

Is it true what we are feeling ?

Are we really 

FEELING 

DEALING 

& HEALING ? 

Evolving ?

Well I got some good news for you

Whether you are hip to it or not 

Whether you Actively participate 

YOU 

ME 

WE 

are constantly evolving 

But GROWING /  EXPANDING / INFUSING all we learn as we Further grow and expand — 

Well that’s another ballpark to explore that has nothing to do with the functional understanding of evolution which is constantly taking place 

EVERYWHERE 

How often are you NOT an ACTIVE PARTICIPANT INSIDE of your YOUNIVERSE that is constantly ACTIVE on these lands? 

How often do you CHECK IN?

What is your level of understanding on the IMPORTANCE of CHECKING IN?

Is this something IMPORTANT to you? 

Or is this question too difficult for you to simply answer ?

How AWARE are YOU of the words you speak and the ENERGY created by those WORDS of POWER you spread ?

How aware are YOU that if words are energy - that means that your WORDS spoken send out a VIBRATION that is also another form of ENERGY that is CREATED / SHARED & can NOT be destroyed !!! 

You can NOT take it back once delivered ! 

Now please NOTE THAT not anyone can ever for certain PREDICT what SPECIFIC EFFECTS / CREATIONS / EXPERIENCES / FEELINGS / ETC our WORDS of POWER & ENERGY will CREATE - can various “THINGS” Will naturally occur on their own from it ....

so how MUCH DO YOU MEAN & FEEL the WORDS you say whenever you say ??

Sometimes we can FEEL a type of way and be so caught up in how we FEEL that we INSTANTLY REACT & sometimes depending on how we FEEL (especially if it’s a lower vibrational feeling like anger, sadness, etc) sometimes -we REACT in immediate DEFENSE mode to this negative FEELING & the words that leave our mouths may not be the wisest of WORDS of POWER to spill. 

How often do we justify the things we say and not find them wrong in any way because we Feel that it was warranted or deserved in some way ?

Come on - do you feel any better about it today ?

Why you still hold on to the feeling that was created externally by another / or by life and just not so great experiences that caused grief / sorrow / pain / anger / all these feelings to take place — 

Or how often are our words so negatively tainted that we speak unknowingly and unlovingly for ourselves / to ourselves / creating furthermore a reality of ENERGY existing all around you that Feels UNWELL ..

Most are unwell ..

But so many never tell themselves 

TRUTH 

so busy looking out 

they have no clue 

I always felt this need to help 

to be of service 

the only thing that has changed about this truth 

Is the FEELING 

behind my truth 

A process that required me to go 

IN for my WIN 

Of understanding 

So that I may find my own solutions 

to certain levels of pollution existing within my shrine that I desired to get well acquainted with for my 

INFUSION 

my WORTHY of me

To do for me 

ALIGNMENT 

Can you see? 

This stripping 

I bleed 

#QuickNotes #Before #TakeOff

BLESSED

The HIGHER 

self within him 

said to she 

without being conscious

of what he was 

ReVEALING 

and confirming for she 

he said 

"Whatever you are doing - YOu LOOK great - KEEP up the good work!"

His soul 

spoke

of beauty 

skin deep 

that he was able

to see

BLESSED is he 

so is me 

simulators we are 

masterfully 

regenerating 

Cardi B’s PowerPuff Goddess Of Inspirations

Guess who

joined the #PowerPuFFGirlSquad 

I’ll associate her red suit to

represent her musical Fire being 

Spread across these lands 

#Infinite #AbunDANCE 

How adorable is she ??! 🤗🤗😍 

Representative of our Musical Goddess Industry

#ART #Is #FREE 

Geez can someone make one for me too 

😂😂 

I desire a purple outfit with an evil eye pendant necklace  to match 

#Muse #CardiB #PowerPuFFGirls #inspirations #Motivations #GoodVibesTriBe #Goddess #Empowerment #Know #Your #Own #PoWeRpuFf #Vibrations #Frequencies #Worthy #Queens #Transmute #Every #Pollute #Guardian #Apprenticeships 

Do YOU INNER KNOW your lands?

a Fool
allows their curiosity
to get the
better of them
by being ignorant to
dominating culture
that overrules
their views
experiences
and let us not
forget
one important lesson
we can learn from every FOOL
easily fooled
the seed from this treachery once
realized
seeds into Align
the very remedy needed
to
be
spelled into
existence
cheers to every fool
on the loose
planting seeds
merrily
taking what appears to be repeated
stab wounds to the
womb
forgiving on a WHOLE other worldly seeding level
true forgiveness for the
violence that you've brewed
interplay
riding waves
be mindful of why you do anything that you do
see this root
truth
clearly
and keep it to yourself
not everyone is on your levels
nor are  they worthy to be in your know
#innerKnow

Babbles of Dark Matters

ready set
download
upload
here ya go
in its poetic form
seeds are  born
what if as within does exude on out
as we are
on the inside
whether we are "conscious" of it or not -
as we are on the inside
is the state of our "perceived" world
on the outside
whether it is
the actuality
of reality existing
is open for debate
from our past
generations

Generator:
defined on google as
"a thing that generates something, in particular."

ALL GENERATIONS as we KNOW / Understand to exist and be like all stem from a "Thing" that generated something in particular reaching some level of consensus VIEWING / CONDITIONING / Understanding / creating massively amongst the masses that ALL come from this thing that apparently is responsible for the GENERATION we currently are awakened to NOW experiencing.  

OMG BREAKING CONSCIOUS NEWS
ALL of us are born into this reality of a 3D world that is generational - for no matter what generation you associate yourself with - no matter which one - the generation you are in - was created by this "THING" that generates something in particular -- 

what "THING" do you understand to contribute to your generations 
purpose - focus  - contribution to our collective whole

What are your generational waves
vibrations
history 
standard ways of living 
THINKING 
and following 
how did these "Things" influence you

what kind of Influencer are you & influenced by whom?

and what happens when something 
NEW 
BORNs into existence

well that answer is simple
and yet ever so difficult on a full whole to conceive
for it is abstract art to these human
LEVELINGs 
that all depend on each individuals potential to evolve
requiring ACTIVE participation in ones own 
inner world of workings 
that discover themselves via
the experience channel

but what happens when something 
NEW is born 
into existence
it seems impossible to fathom the idea of something new being 
born into existence 
like how do we describe this new
if its building 
is unknown 

Generators of energy itself 
black matter 
dark matter
this invisible 

matter defined as per google
physical substance in general, as distinct from mind and spirit; (in physics) that which occupies space and possesses rest mass, especially as distinct from energy.

an invisible physical substance in general distinct/separate/different from mind and spirit that which occupies (technically) space and possesses rest mass

Mass as defined as per google

a coherent, typically large body of matter with no definite shape.

"a mass of curly hair"

So there is a dark matter substance/material  believed to exist that can not be seen only understood based off formulas made to support the idea there is this dark matter that exists all around - pretty much occupying 80% of these lands - and the reason it is referred to as dark matter is because it at this time can not be 

oBSERVED the way our SCIENTIST love to experiment 
and study
turning every tangible thing
into a fact
or process
and some genius who Feels passionate about 
in exploring 
and discovering 

so the way we understand our SPECIALIZED SCIENTIST to operate
they have tried and true methods that have proven their supposed value over time 

 value being added over time 
off of one track mindsets
 further solidifying this 
perceived level of understanding 
even though they are deemed the intellectuals 
 conduct using external instruments designed to be helpful for our use and study in figuring out "things" and then based off of this current level of  understanding "things" 
the "things" accepted as "data" are then further analyzed by those deemed to be the "experts" of this "Thing" being studied - and then based off of this "expert" and his findings - interpretations - hypothesis/Conclusions - here enters another generator generating information that gets cycled out across our lands and shared in various of ways - being interpreted/received/conditioned into all whom learn of this "thing" and based off of their own levels of evolution and consciousness - soak in a lot of facts / truth and understanding about how their world is operating - and without questioning (cause we are the generation that is to do as we are told - or else!) 

this upload surge is 
major for downloading
space

 https://www.deccanchronicle.com/science/science/290318/astronomers-baffled-by-distant-galaxy-void-of-dark-matter.html


we are all
connected

out of dark emerges light
gifting sight

Astronomers are baffled by distant galaxy
why?
because the tools they have grown so accustomed to using to determine certain pieces of the puzzle has finally met their expiration date

i know this one
is a massively huge one to
decode
by the seeds left here
to take hold
and spread across our energy realms of existence
may this seed within you
what is needed at this time
aligning you further with your divine connection
to whatever "thing"
you identify as RULER of your world
mind
body
heart
and soul

OUT OF DARKNESS emerges LIGHT
As within exudes on out

View Darkness as  energy
View LIGHT as  energy
view Your WITHIN as  energy
View your outside / externals as energy

Definition of energy by Merriam-Webster dictionary online

plural energies

1a : dynamic quality  

• narrative energy

b : the capacity of acting or being active  

• intellectual energy

c : a usually positive spiritual force  

• the energy flowing through all people

2: vigorous exertion of power : effort 

• investing time and energy

3: a fundamental entity of nature that is transferred between parts of a system in the production of physical change within the system and usually regarded as the capacity for doing work 

4: usable power (such as heat or electricity);  also  : the resources for producing such power 

VIEW Everything as ENERGY

Cause if you are still hooked on Religions phonics and this mysterious GOD to have all of your answers for you - then by all means that is all on you - but please do expand your levels of awareness some more and look into BioENERGETICS to begin to seed the understanding of all that you are hosting/ housing energetically- - all these studies conducted over the years in breaking apart our physiological processes to understand to the best of our abilities - every functioning - and how and why it works - which is only a piece of a piece of a piece --

Technically we are HosTs of some inner ENERGY system that feeds off of other energy systems too that help all living ENERGY systems to survive inside this 3D earthly Land 



in attempting to figure out many things 
many other things 
got left in the dark 

how much of this dark life of matter
exists before our eyes
as this imaginary veil 
that awaits 
the new
to be created too 
into view

after posting this I will go back and find the black matter energy post I shared some time back (not too long ago) for this is a continuation of that 

Enlightenment coming thru
what is not to get
if this is not for you 
then whom? 


What part of the program of contradiction is being met with our own understanding of cell and their functioning / life and death cycles- if a cell is constantly like the phoenix rising from its ashes within us- well its  not rising so to speak - but instead undergoes a transformation process when its time is divinely orchestrated - one that is assisted by other forms of energy from within that serve their own function / purpose / action taking place - and just like that - this process has been added into our textbooks of knowledge gained thru careful study.  

but what is this extra  "thing" existing inside of ourselves that has no name - is very hard  to identify? what is this "thing" not tangible - yet dares to speak  - feels things deep -  things this science and biology can not articulate into clear definition for any of us to grasp and fully understand - for so long the mindset was if it can't be proven by our SPECIALIZED SCIENTIST / RADical RESEARCHERS of every field doing all this "SPECIAL" kind of work - behind some lab / field / realm of existence existing on these earthly lands = off the "generic" human radar - these places where all these LIFE studies take place - dictate the course of direction of life being understood by the masses --

How do you know this to be FACT?
Ask yourself this very helpful question to determine if the statement I made above is FACT / TRUTH for you - even if you may not like the way it sounds - 

Is your life and understanding of it all come from external sources outside of yourself??

Ok 
is most of your life and how you currently understand it to be come from SOURCES outside of yourself --- now think of your life since birth till now 

how many life influencers you have now
WOW
and how much of it have you absorbed without question 

up for examination
lets get really real with our truth 

how much of you 
is really you 
operating 


and how much of your own life have you created without questioning the foundations laid before you on your  path that you believe to be fact and you rocked out like that-  

even now
all the information readily available for us ALL to research on our own 

what is NEW to research 
when all information seeking can instantly be found 
with some internet research 
huge case study btw
mass media crave
evolved in so many ways
but either way 
the DEALERs of your information systems
already rule your generic line of thinking out 
for their INTUITIVE systems 
of technology
can predict 
your Search 
Engines evolution 
with data 
Networks
compiling a shit load of information 
Case study is
YOU
always has been 
YOU 
interesting turn of 
NEW currently being 
realized
but it will have to take some
more unveilings to be 
fully 
recognized 
for this NEW set existing over 
here 
has yet to be unified
continues to be multiplied
and most BENEFICiaL to ALL
taking part in this 
EVOLUtioNARY 
shift 
currently taking place
involving the INTEGRATION of ALL this LIGHT & 
NEWneSS 

for there are watchers in the stands
across these lands 
speculating their findings
its rather arousing
to be caught off guard
for the Elders are being amused 
by the developments within their 
changing commune 
oblivious are they 
to the NEW roles
they are to engage

A pop To sis and Ne crO sis reminders that explain 2 different routes one takes to get to the same end result - two sisters 
with separate duties and functions to perform 
and different reasons why
each role necessary in bridging one cells RECYCLING of life and death 
simultaneously 
without any bickering or power trips in-between taking place 

I began with one thing to address on here 
and did not even touch base on what it was 
that I was intending on Babbling 
well sort
of 
meant to throw this cosmic loop into the fire
of black matter 
dark matter 
Light Matter that matters