So something just now was brought to my attention that I am now inspired to free flow and write about and see what develops as I continue with my writing....
I watch people all the time feel undervalued
under appreciated
and I watch the same people do things for others in this state of expectancy --- wishing to be acknowledged and seen for the efforts they make-- this burning inner desire accommodating those we care for - people we work for - those we love - accommodating every one of their needs --- bending over backwards to please those in their lives...
even if the pleasing we do comes with a hidden buried desire
of craving
recognition
ACCEPTANCE
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
from others
from those we Encounter
from those we love and care for
and every single time it is not perceived as RECEIVED
we internally
prick and bleed
and think
FEEL ourselves
to be this
Human BEing
build ups
leading to constant
dissatisfaction
here comes the build up
of bitterness
and resentment creeping all around
shutting everything out
while taking the pointer finger and pointing externally about
justifying the breed of greed that misleads




