Dear Friend

Why you pretending with me for
I feel your animosity dripping down your pants leg
I thought you were my dearest of friends
But cold you are with me now
Venom spewing from your mouth
You MaDd
But who you madd at ...
Mirrors run so deep
They even smile back
Creep back
Look back
Crooked snap
My LoVe you are your own Attack

Fire & ice

You are cold as ice
Your icyness
Freezes my veins
My capillaries bursting filled with cold rage
Or is it pain
You lock me out
FreeZe me out
Stomp me out
Your icy cold heart
Bleeds me dry
This is what it feels like to be dead while alive

You cant possibly love me
love wouldnt freeze me out
You dont love me
You dont love me
You dont love me
Love from you is cruel
Your love isnt love at all
Your Heart is an ice storm
In my ice castle of dreams
Your love cold froze my dream escape
optical illusions i believed yesterday
Your ice pick pricks in me insane
And I bleed
I bleed
Oh dear God you make me bleed
Fire & ice
You are cold as ice
And this here aint no paradise

Listen ~ written 7/9/14 8:20 PM

I listen & i listen
Anything to just hear your voice
And i am left with only traces
To an uncovering of an absolute longing for your love

I wish 🌟

I wish i knew what you think
I wish i knew if we could be
I wish i knew all you see
I wish i knew your thoughts about me
I wish i knew your favorite song
I wish i knew all the ways
To make you smile and light your days
I wish you would allow me inside
So i may kiss you hard and ease your mind
I wish i knew how you see me

I wish you would truly love me
And only me
I wish i knew the perfect way
To think of what words i can possibly say
To make you even look my way
I wish i knew i wish it now
That someway somehow you needed me right now
I wish i was your favorite girl
I wish i was inside your world

I wish you couldnt go a day or night
Without gluing me to your right hand side
I wish you would look for me
I wish your heart needed me
I wish i was your favorite girl
I wish you would just hold my hand
Escape with me into our romance lands
I wish i was your favorite song
I wish you to love me forever long
I wish you would look my way
Fk i wish you even knew my name
I wish is all i dare to say

Cause you are so very far away
I wish for You to see inside
And confidently see i have nothing to hide
I wish for you to see into my heart
I wish for you to make me Stay because your soul wouldnt have me any other way
I wish for this to all come true

I wish us to STAy
Im so In LoVe with YOU !!

Jeannies Girls ~ written 1:15 pm

Their momma died so young ..
So sad ..

Tragic & catastrophic..
So explosive all of broOklyn felt the despair...
Who's gonna tell the girls...
Well who in their right mind will be able to break their sweet little hearts..

Young girls forced to grow  up without their mother...
Those two girls need their momma.
What black matter to spread so early on in their tiny faery heart of hearts

What is to become of these poor unlucky girls..
A whole new world..
Introduced to an extreme melancholy ...

Bright Lights blasted with many a dark nights...
Something just ain't right..
Jeannie's girls ...

Sent here to Actively Light Up Our World ...
To be met early in life with such tragedy ...

May God Bless their Lonely souls..

Super moon july 12

Super moOn Saturday evening on my mommas birthday ...


Beach night excitement

July 12


Namaste

Uncut Libraries

I like This better "everyone grows Up (taller) <> but not everyone grows younger 👌  {{fountain of yOuth in you }} and only those whom choose marinate wisdom <>




There is no such thing as growing Older .. 

We can never be old if we are eternally forever ...

There can not be any measurement against a force that is limitless to even its own existence ...

The Aging process what is it again really ??

And what real understanding do we have of ourselves when what we feel and know of ourselves to be true... But our conditioned understanding & current view is one showcasing Humanity & its Evolutionary Aging / Life Span Process ...


Of course its hard to <<<>>>> {{{envision}}} \\\\\\abSorb//////// 

Especially when As we can (see) it .. 

Life / science / MAN / studies / history / statistics ...


All these tangible // (believed) to be proven things ...

Available to be thrown at anyones face that dares to cross the lines of utter & sheer absurdity ...

Make an entire spectacle of the spectacle ~~~ next Circus FreAk Show brought into Town ....

Something about the preservation of our human bodies even our Ancient Egyptian ancestors were so clearly fond of ...

Dr. Frankenstein bringing the dead back to life ....

And on the 3rd day he rose again ... 
Jesus, our friend ...

All these movies / eery beliefs of madd scientist labs // aliens // incubators of human bodies ....


Iceman // iceWoMan ??

Isis // Osiris .. 

All these farfetched stories // depictions // sold to be believed as the land of make believe ...


If we a known life force of energy ..

Energy that has by our (((Sciences))) can not be destroyed ...

ENERGY CAN NOT BE DESTROYED...

Thats a lot to process & take in ...

But think about it ..

Energy an absolute & indestructible force ..
<< at least so far // what scientist/science has thus far been able to show as proof in regards to Energy>> just think of Einsteins concept with his "theory of relativity" and one of the laws of physics ~ "Law of Conservation of Energy” <> this here indicating that energy can not be created or destroyed only transferred into another form...


Not going to get all crazy into physics .. 
Although i wouldnt mind i find it oh so fascinating & i am well aware  there is so much more i can and will learn as my time moves along according to my plan / world / design ...

<<<< not ruled by earthly time >>>>

Its a crock of shit that was once made to enhance but now TOPPED @ #1 is on AMERICA's MOST WANTED TERRORist...

You got a world In search for MORE TIME .. 

Riddle me this // riddle me that // 

How much time goes into that thing called Life of yours ...

TIME creating WARS ..

The rabbit out of his mind clocking his time for the ..

         <<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>... 

^^^uh~oh what could that mean^^^

He is LaTe .. 
He is LaTe ..
He is Late .. 


TERROR WATCH..

Again wont get into that delicious debate of time either ...

Although i would very much LoVe to.. 

Another time / another place / another space ....


Incubation ...

Preservation of what ..

The Artistry of mummification ..

The understanding of the transference of energy into another form ...

Could the dead be brought back to life ...

Bodies preserved right ...

Potential bursting kinetic drive ..

Conscious work ...

Overtime...

Energize ...

Restart of time ...

Growing Up ..

Mr. nobody last Man to live and to die ...

Old people lies ..
Conditioned in time ..
To shorten our lives..
Rob us blind ..

Karmic ride ...

Rebirth constant evolutionary high...

???????


What is this life ..
If we believe there is no time ..
When are you AliVe ??

End this reign of this pain carved into Earths inhabitants brains ...

Numb away ..

Its decay ..

Chisel away the build up of plaque ..
Find your way back to black ..

Into the nothing you are ..
The mystery into everything you are ...
Limitless ....
......a StAr is born ...

You are more than you know ..

Even when you think you know you are only shown based off your intellectual growth & levels of understanding ...


Mixing and blending ...

Mixologist serving our intoxications..

The Alchemist lives in the center of our core ...

Keep chiseling ...