R.E . Universal cry ~ written ~ july 30 2013 / 5:35 PM

Universe processing these feelings is quite intense .. Because I am only beginning to understand it myself .. So things are still unclear but my trust in what I am doing by freeing love into the universe and  totally trusting that whatever is meant to be will be ... It hurts a lot.. It doesn't feel like winning or succeeding .. But again those things are of egos nature and not one with spirit and of being in alignment with the universe. Although I weep I promise I am not sad, possibly disappointed, but again that is egos interference with the bigger picture at hand. Writing about it helps. Expressing myself helps. I cried heavily today for myself over a stranger, one with whom I felt a connection with, or so I believed , but it was more of like a release. It actually felt good to release. I didn't even know it was coming but it did come ... Anyway music zone time :)))

Either way im excited about everything of NOW :)

R.E - deceit ~ written ~ july 31 2013 ~ 1:31

Ok so I'm listening to jay z right now dirt off your shoulder & this man a fellow sagittarian who happens to share the same birthday as me... I could look for him as male guidance as to how to feel/handle my
Emotions when it comes to the opposite sex ..
I mean come on I have to look for inspiration from somewhere and where else to look but the fkn male species .. It's like ok .. U got ur shit right & I just so got distracted right now by this Indian woman , beautiful , dressed nicely , carrying an infant baby , holding a sign and speaking asking for money she just lost her job. My energy picked up deceit .. And I felt no compassion .. Why is that ..
Compassion for all ?!?

What a strange place i find myself in..
Strange strange world ..
Pffft male species ...
Woman species ...
Human species ...

Who the fk are we really ??!??

R.E ~ AnXiety ~ written ~ july 31 2013 1:35 PM

I'm learning slowly but surely to calm my anxieties :)))

R.E ~ synergistic blending ~ written ~ August 1 2013 12:51AM

I'm a synergistic blend of a philosophical mentality, an athletes physical dexterity, the temperament of an artist & a mystics spirituality :))

R.E ~ opEn ~ written ~ aug 1 2013 ~ 6:42 PM

So being open to receive means to be fearless and to move along as if everything you desire is already in your possession & to walk around confidently and self assured that all is as it should be, everything in working order !!!!

R.E ~ UniverSE ~ written ~ aug 2 2013 7:13PM

Ok let's wish into existence something I want at this moment .. I am open for love and I am open for moments .. So universe take me for a ride

R.E ~ NerVeS ~ Written ~ aug 9 2013 1:01 PM

My
Nerves are working hard against me at the moment on this train ride but I am keeping my composure but I want to like fly away .. Woohoo now it's my stop