Ship WrecKed

NEvEr give UP.. They SaY.. Even when aLL hope seems Lost.. (& away) HoLd on Tighter, they cLaiM.. Things WiLL begin to LooK BriGHter.. soME dAy.. (Just Not 2daY) So they SaY.. Heyy!! BuT... HoLd on to that D.R.E.A.M... (Succeed) A momeNT 2beLiEVE.. (suPreME) When aLL hope SeeMs so LoSt (& GoNe) .. ReMemBer 2B BoLd (Be StronG) aLL you desire believed 2be True... Will soon be here right in front of you... (a promise) Well that's what they say... Anyway... WeLL fkn A! You FeEd Me WeLL.. Can't You TeLL.. (a LivinG HeLL) ... Ain't this sWeLL.. This LoOPty LoOp of a PoOptie PoOp....

(danCe) .. Man.. SpiRaLinG ouTTa ControL damnn.. aWaiTinG 4 itS sHoW 2stAnD.. Taking Me 2Forever Land... As long as I staY & PraY.. Making waY... (4) my... Lighter DayS.. Right this way.... Oh dear CapTain.. What in the WorLd is fkn happening... (I'm swimming & forever Lapping) .... FeeLinG HoPeLeSs & No longer AmuSed.. HeLpLeSs & fkn AbuSed.. UnTouChEd & so ConFuSed.. Scattered around in endLeSs TortuRe.. HauNteD... Taunted ... FLaunTed.. (I rupture) .. AttacheD 2uHeartLeSs ScoRcher...

Fkn teAse.. Simple sea BreeZe.. NiGhTmAres (BreeD) .. Inside of me... (But there is hope) ..

Can't you see .. there .. way down yonder.. (Visibly) Where dreams are made to plague intricately.. a wish in blooM... Manifesting DooM.. Flowers gLooM.. (Are you sure) Give me more .. CraVinGs sweep into my SLeep.. Distant shores.. A forever AMor FiLLing me with wanting more ... I walk the PLanK with sudden Speed.. SubMerGed too deep.. Drowning & weak ... Rescue Me or fkn leave me be ...

Hidden UnderToneS

I see you smile but your smile is distant & vague... You turn & look away ... You do not wish for me to see ... All your hidden misery ... Tucked deep inside .. I see thru Your Disguise ... You can not wear your mask near me .... Don't you see ...

This game of charades goes none of our ways ... Exploding desires ... 

Translucency wiRed so expressively inspired ... Understanding your every need ...

Trying to hide .. But with each night, a piece of you slowly dies.... ....... inside.... KiLLinG your DreamS..

Things left unSeen ... Little to no sleep .. Your mind busily debating.. SouL dissipating & Feeling heLpLeSS.. Feeling WreCkLeSs.. souL Shaker... dream HaTer... A souls cry bLinDs.. Hurting your heart Deep way inside ......

Deeply embedded in a sea filled with LieS.... Your heart It breaks & it breaks bad... Erosion LaNd ... You are EroDing... Self impLodinG... CenterFoLD... Outside of your home ... Always Alone...

DNA

Outsider beyond belief.. As the CheroKee Indian SLeeps..

Awaiting for the night where everything falls just right... AwaKen to my SoUL... FieRcELy & WiLDLy BoLD.. He knows I'm here.... Gateways ReEmerGe.. 

Preparing for a FeAsT.. The WoLveS know every which way..

DreAm CATcHerS by night ... shiMmerinG their SonG with HoWLs to the MOoN.. EncHanTmenTs do eXiST ... Bare WitNeSs to this... SoLar PoWeR enerGy FLoWeR.. HiGh WaTch ToWER.. Star PoWeR GaZerS waTching oVeR ouR BLoOM.. Tranquility Soon... PeAce on RiSe... LonGeviTy hiDden DisGuiSe... We've aLL plAyeD the DiCe.. EyEs FiLLed with SuRpriSe.. HiDden PriZe.. STAY(in) PoWeR... Moon GoDdeSs FiRe... ScreaMmiNG DeSiReS...

 Her teeth CLenCH into My SkiN... neXt aKin..

deFeAT(in) GrAviTy... diVine CLaRiTy reViGoRaTiNg DNA.. Shared BLooD

having its way.. cascading it's rivers gently down the banks..

Forever in One day.. InstiLLinG aN everLaSting rAVENouSneSs... For MoRe BLoOD.. SeTTinG HeArT inTo FLaMeS..

What a ScoRcheR.. what a TorTure... heaven FuLL BLoWn at its SLimiEsT.. Seduction at its ShiniesT.. Who would of known...

LuStrioUS EnChAnTMeNtS cooKies & caRRoTs

Tonight is ReALLy ALice's night!! I've never seen her happier & GLoWinG!!! Her SmiLe is ConTagiOuS !!

She really is an inspiration to my kind. A true joy to be around. I am in awe of her & love her dearly. All you hear within these castle walls

are laughter & joy. Remember earlier when I wished for dancing. Well Guess What ?!?? Ive been dancing all night LoNG!!!!! Not onLy me... But everybody that is here.

It's just 1 BiG fkn dance party ...

Excuse my language but i did have some of the caterpillars cookies...

 And as it would appear this world is truly a colorful, magical place & the word fkn well it applies so much more coLoR & EnErGy & DePth to its meaning & DeLiVery. It's deliVery always is received with guSto & FoRce & a DriLLiN kinDa AcTioN.. Pleasurable satisfaction...

& it could certainly imply a multitude of things/meanings .. aLL depends on the ForECASsTer of CoUrSe... The word fk certainly does come with A multitude of visuals.. (Doesn't it <<~~~ that's said in my UrSeLa Voice... Which she is here by the way & fkn KnoWs how to DaNce her TeNTAcLeS oFF)

haha OoH LA La ... Fkn caterpillar cookies ..

you know i ATe 3 of those things .. & after the 3rd there was A "POoF," just like that Mr. CATerPiLLaR fkn disappeared .... cLoUd of FKn SmOke ..

Which remindS me of the CoOCoHS (Not that I think of CaterPiLLaR as a CoOcOH) ... But anywayZ his smoke LaNdeD me DeAd SmAcK in front of PLuCky .. & which ToTALLy BLeW me AwAy (cause waSnT PLuCkY EaTeN?) I don't know but as it turns out they didn't EaT PLuCkY .. Either that or I SEE dead ChiCkenS.

Well anyway... After huGginG PLuCkY & catching up on some good old times I ran into BuGs who oFFerEd me oNe oF HiS SpeCiaLLy baKeD CaRroTs..

& at first I was like "woahh slow down there BuGs I just ate 3 coOkies of CaterPiLLarS & I just may have had a conversation with a DeAd ChicKen, whatS up With your SpeCiaL PiNk LoOkiNg CaRrot Doc?"

Of course Doc was PurSuaSiVe after all he is BuGs BuNNy .. & he SoLd it to me by saying, "oh kiNda ADdeD FOoD CoLoRinG thEre .. PoRkY LoVeS PiNk...

You know, SomeTimes me Conscience kinDA bothers me... But Not this time! I run this thing here you'd think I knew something about it. stupid people aren't annoying AFter aLL .. They're my free entertainment. Don't take life too seriously. You'll never get out ALiVe!" So just like that I held my hand out & ate the fkn CaRroT, so what if it WaS pinK ... Who ELsE couLd saY they AtE a PiNk CaRroT ?!? Ha!! & just like that as the room began to TwiRL & SpiN BuGs LoOked at me & said "That's All FoLks!" & fkn LeFt me there with a 1/2 eaTeN carroT....

SEEing things I've neVer seeN b4.... TRiPpY!!! I wonder if it's SaFe to miX coOkieS & caRroTs ... ALiCe WheRe are you ?!???

DreAm is ReALLy WonderLaNd !!!!! This EnChAnTed WorLd we live in sure is something... The dance floor SuRe is SpArKLy..

Which reminds ME... TiMe to Fkn DaNcE!!!! AliCe your CeLeBrATioN a SuRPriSe even to YOu!!!

She had to have known we would CeLebraTe Her !!!!! She FeeLs the LoVe !!!! This CaStLe is FiLLeD with LoVe. Amazing !!! Oh yea .. Tink & HooK

are shOppinG piXie DuSt.. You KnOw the KinD that STeeRs shiPs into FoReVerLaNd.. Sounds SeRioUS!! Just saYinG !! ToODLeS ...

gOLdeN GiRL

Giraffe and Zebra

both stopped by Gadgets place telling gadget how this morning when they were gathering corn for the festival,

they saw "him" pass by on the trolley. He even waved back at them as if encouraging the search. Giraffe and zebra would have come sooner but they had to finish plucking the golden corn for the celebration.

Gadget thanked them

for the update & asked several more questions that honestly had nothing to do with "him." So I just didn't see the point in that. But anyways, things are looking fabulous back at the castle. The celebrations are already taken place & it seems to be the most talked about CeleBration here at Enchantments. I guess Alice really does know how to throw a party!!!

She certainly has been the only person to be able to SuRpRiSe me!!! AMaZiNG!!!! Alice is A ShiNinG StAR!!!!

tonight should be her night. Omg i think that's it !!! She did say that today was the day .. Or something like that ... Today is the day !!! It's her day !!! She certainly could use the celebration .. In her honor, why not ?!!? Plus this would help cheer her up ... & keep her mind distracted off of "him." This is perfect !!! I bet Alice doesn't even know this party/celebration is for her ... She truly is a GoLdeN GiRL!! Now what shall I wear ;)) 

UnCut GoLden SecRets .. Alice is UP2 Something ...

There's been much more movement with Alice. I haven't been able to keep up with her. It's as if she is preparing for some feast. I say to her, "Alice, what's going on? Are we having a party of some sort that I am unaware of?" But the bitxh keeps ignoring me...

Like wtf .. All she does is hum this song, possibly "his" song .. And says something like .. "Today is the day!" Then I ask her, "well do you need me to help you with anything?" And she looks up at me with a look of horror & says "NOo..

You are a candy eater!" Like what in the world does that mean??? & why is Ariel allowed to come over & assist in preparations as well as set up decorations???

Why can't I too be of some assistance?? I mean I know I complained a little about her windowsill craze, but I was understanding. & what is this all about today being the day ... What day ?? Who's day ??!?

What is going on here & why am I not a part of it ??? What does me being a candy eater have anything to do with my ability in helping or with this what seems to be party in the making.

This does not seem fair !!!! I think I will go do my hair ... Alice is back & not speaking much but apparently she is in the midst of preparing for some grandeur spectacle. & if this is the case well then I want my hair to be perfect. I must say the castle is looking quite spiffy and enchanting. Even more so then usual & I am not complaining for whatever Alice is whipping up sure does smell Delicious. What will I wear ??? What time is this occasion taking place ??!? Wait .... Was I even invited ??!? Were there any invitations sent out ?!!?? Who is coming ??? And what are we celebrating???!! The mysteries surrounding this girl could drive anyone MaDd ...

But I am more happy that she is home and back to her unusual self. For there is nothing ordinary about Alice. what is normal anyway??!? For if she behaved normally then it wouldn't be Alice, right ??!? Well off to prepare for this spectacular celebration that I know nothing about.... I just hope and pray there will be music & dancing. I always love those. Till next update Time to prepare to CeLebrate ... A Golden Tale of Secrets ...

Pffft ... Would someone please inform me what is going on here ...