Uncut Train Ride Chant --- gosh I miss those

I have a topic of interest .. . What is synchronicities ?!!? And how do we view synchronistic occurrences ??!? Do we view it as auspicious and literal or auspicious and figurative... Or a mixture of both ... But then how does 1 determine if it's figurative or literal... I ask this cause I've been going nuTs ..

Listen I know many believe I'm nuTTso anyway ... But seriously I've been driving myself nuts .. I've been doing this For my entire life but for these last couple of months .. I want to say from august/ September I've been "noticing" a whole shaBanG of things ..

And key word here is "notice" .. Cause now as luck would have it .. (& because of my nuTTso self who loves to over analyze everything I notice & is of interest to me) .. I've been having synchronistic happenings for the last 3 years .. (Well on this level I speak of .. My entire life is one big conspiracy theory lol ) But you know I was asleep ... Snoring away .. Full hibernation mode .. & so when you are asleep sometimes you miss certain things .. I on the other hand take things to the extreme & sometimes things like "Awakenings" take a little longer for me to really connect the dots ... To make out the biG picture .. And it has nothing to do with me not seeing these certain things .. It's more like me seeing these things to only quickly dismiss the notion with a (FouL thought) that what I'd just seen, heard, witnessed, felt, understood or imagined was in fact just my overly active imagination.

You know because that's what I've been told for like forever ... That I have this overly active sensitive heightened imagination, and that I should really become a writer .... Lol Alice always gets the most offended when I am faced with skeptics or non believers ...

Or when people insist I have an overly active imagination .. Even when I prove to them I'm right .. & trust me I Do not go out of my way to prove I'm right .. Sometimes truth is truth & that shit proves itself ... But with Alice, She takes it straight to heart & personally gets offended because she's like "what am I then , chop liver?" So there is a little animosity coming from her on this most "sensitive" subject. I tell her all the time to get over herself already lol Anyways, there is this MADD man singing on the train at this very moment ...

& I get lost in my thoughts because even his words have meaning for me ... Would that be something considered to be auspicious or synchronistic ??!? I guess so if it has significance for me ... I mean I did notice the MADD man singing ... And I was struck by the words of his song .... It definitely was not his voice..

Haha We are all singers .. If we so choose to be :)) Well anyway the words in his song resonate with my most predominant constant thoughts lingering on in my mind/heart 24/7.. No matter what else I am thinking or doing ... This predominant thought is always there .. Just lingering .. And it's not one thought .. It's a combined bubble of thoughts centered around this predominant figure ... I am trying to make out the words but he now is talking to his friend ... Ohhh... What friend ?!?? As I said, MADD man ... He was talking to himself ... (Would that make him crazy ?!??) if so, then I am absolutely nuts .. I just think he's free ... Free from condemnation from all us viewers from the outside ... That MADD man right there

just doesn't give a flying fk who is listening , watching, critiquing .... And to me, MADD man or not ... I find that trait most admirable ... Anyways moving along now ... So Is it possible to have "like" moments with an individual ...... <>>..... ....Scratch off "like" and let's use the word "exact" (almost exact .. Or the closest thing to exact ) .... moments of similarities with time, topic , function, ideas , experiences , interests .. So many similarities that's its as if you are looking in the mirror ... (And this is constantly with the same individual) cause I know synchronistic moments that come from many sources ... But what about when it's the same Constant fkn source producing this "sign" .... And when these moments happen you think to yourself.. Well I just finished saying that or thinking that ... Or hey .. That's my idea .. Or was it ??!? Or omg how is it that you do this when I just did that ... And how is it always around the same timing ...... Yet we don't really know one another ... And we do not Even speak like that .. & when we do speak .. Well that's just another awkward weirdness that adds more fuel to this fire ..... But how is that possible ??!? Is it possible .. Or am I just being nuTTso lol Idk a lot of weird instances are currently taking place in my life , so much so I was even questioning my own sanity. But this is not the only thing occurring that's weird ... Many other things that do not even concern this topic are happening ... Like how and why ?!!?! Or are they connected ?? And if so .. How and why ?!?? Do you see my dilemma ??!? Lol Rationality allows for me to process this all with a multitude of circles of possibilities .... One being that maybe this Is what the universal Law would call same vibrational energy fields ..

And it's the receiving of everything you put out into the universe that I'm experiencing & categorizing as "synchronicities and serendipities" ...& it's just the universes reply back to me , no matter of the conduit of the message or messenger.... Idk interesting ..

Interesting interesting ... Well got to go now .. Adios !!!! train stop now time to Hop Hop off .. Till next time May love, peace & joy overspill in Your life ... Namaste

UnCuT SuRpRiSes

Guess who's back ??? And guess who is happy again ?!!??? Yup yup... Alice is in the HouSe..

So you know what that means .. No HoLds BaR! <~~~ is that even how the phrase is said ??? I don't flyin knoW.. But b4 this bitxh takes over, I just want to say how HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY I am for her return ....

It really doesn't feel good at all when she's not Around ... A part of me feels empty & lost in a way.. Not in the way that you would believe by saying that another person/being completes you ... That's not it at all.. It's just you know when you have that certain something / certain "connection" <<~~ I dislike using that word .. It makes it sound so "cliche". Ugh!! Thesaurus here I come .. I need new words .. Brain FoG..

No shit cause Alice is back!! And as it turns oUt, she never really left ... I mean she did leave in the literal sense .. (Extremely debatable .. But most likely not "provable" ... Does that make it any less real ))) I think NoT!!! But, yes .. So ... Alice NEVER left .. Cause think about it ... How can someone really leave when your souls are forever aligned .. To one another ?!!?? That doesn't make sense .. It seems nearly impossible!!

Which gets me to thinking ... How does one improve that connection, so That next time there is not a repeat of the same "fooLish" behavior ??!?? I don't wish to disconnect anymore ... Hope you feel the same ... Find a way.. Reconnect .. Because let me tell you.. Her ass was just as sad and pitiful as mine !!! She may be blonde, but her blue eyes can never tell a lie, well at least not with me!! Don't you SEE?? We complete ... Each other !! I guess absence does make the heart grow fonder ..

It helps add some perspective .. Some Sweet Little CLarity .. Often times .. So desperately needed ... Helps you remember to Focus .. Proceed with caution .. Do not lose sight ... Keep your Eyes on the prize ... Test of Faith ... This is no Game .. Momentary Rage seeds MadNeSs... Of ¥oUr own mind of course .. Stemming from your own doing !!!! Your own misGuiDeD silliNess .. Can make others depressed .. Lol .. Now who needs that shytT?? Not I!! I guess that's what my circle means about me being "dramatic" of course .. Pfft.. Those bitxhes act as if they know somebody .. Haha !! But ooh they do .. They do ... For our circle goes DEeP...

I don't even think we can truly conceptualize how fkn deep we go ... But I do know one thing about our little circle ... There is so much LOVE radiating around, that there is absolutely no Room for anything else ...

Like for real for real .. We hear stories .. We see how other circles can be ... & It always makes us all so glad and so appreciative of every single piece of us that generates and moves this circle of ours .... It's fkn MIND BoGGiLinG !!!! For real .. And it's AMAZING how AWAKE we ALL truly are ..

And how our GROWTH has ALWAYS been as a WHOLE.. You know a fkn CIRCLE... One that respects, Admires, & takes the others by the hand, in LOVE, and holds it through and through ... pure LiGHT WoRK.. It's always been LIGHT WORk..

Before our slow asses even realized it was "Light Work" .. Lol ... Our RAINBOW ... Alice is part of Our RAINBOW..

Each one of us in our circle has an entire spectrum of colors in each of their own individualized rainbows ... There are many Of us .. (Can you imagine the fkn madness hahaha ) I LOvE it !!! Our Circle may be viewed on the 3rd DimensioN.. Size is Small.. But fkn TALL.. But on some 5th Dimensional Wide type isH..

Lol And each Spectrum of our Rainbows connect.. We just fkn connect ... & the Magnitude of the intensity and Light & Shield Force in this circle of ours ... It's indestructible !!!!! Our Circle brings joY to my heart .. Puts a smile on my face .. A glimmer sparkle in my eye .. So much so I marinate in this ineffable structure & Thank Every Possible Being involved in this Dynasty & send my praises to them ALL... THANK YOU... So on some other buZzTip.. Alice keeps telling me she sees shyt.. Like Eery shiZz..

I tell her I don't wish to hear no coooCohh stories .. Because I have enough coooCohs

of my own ... But she never Listens to me anyway .. So she keeps on and on and on ... Telling me she wasn't far from home .. Practically right outside our yard ... She wandered off, took a nap under the CoCoNuT tree & that she began writing a letter to her love .. & then she saw him.. & she remembered the last time she saw him from before & of course because she never could shake him from her existence ... she pursued him relentlessly.. Calling out 2 him .. by this point in her story .. she had already lost me because now all I was thinking about was the damn cooCohs she was telling me about before she decided to finally start from the beginning ... From when she left me .. See it was never her intention to leave .. She never could .. She never would .. It's just this thing with time .. Time .. Unwind .. Time .. Moves ... Or does it ??? Does time move at all ?? For you ?? Not for me ... Alice agrees .. With me ... Can't you see ?!?? What is time ??? And where do we go in time ?!!! If we create time .. Therefore acknowledging time , then we ALLow time to "generate" therefore creating into "existence" ReAL time .. By then giving "time" energy .. Energy which manifests into its own power/divinity .. Which by then shifts us into true belief of its "existence" .. Therefore creating a labyrinth of "time" ..

Time that takes "Our" time away ... Because we "BREATHED" it into existence .. Hence .. Giving it (Time) "dominion" over us ..... Like wtf 0.O Were you able to keep up ... Haha Anyways these blogs should really be read outloud .. In the voices they are spoken in .... Lol.. See why Alice is my Twin .. We think like outside 1000 boxes .. All at once & each of the boxes are different colors too ... And those 10:10.. Ha ha .. Sheesh this is in fact uncut and I have no fkn clue how that above ^^ looks or what it .. Sounds like .. Or if it even makes sense .. I swear it's only Alice who takes the blue pill & licks the shrooms with Caterpillar ...

10:07 .. Tada.. <~~~ now how is that possible .. When ^^^ there (hint hint 10:10) was just that a moment ago ... What is time .?!?? Or did I time travel .. And come from the future ... Oooohhhhh the possibilities .... Well anyways Alice & I have much to discuss ... So until next time .. Omg did I fkn tell you that ALiCE is BACCCCCkkkkkkk !!!!! Yippie .. She loves YOU .. Hope you know !!

Uncut Mirror Talk

Even when You do Nothing, YOU manage to do something, ME!!

And I'm reminded once again, that YOU are my SPECIAL friend, and YOU LOVE ME!! As I, LOVE YOU!! Mirrors Talk One Love, Many Lives, One Heart touches Skies, Reminding Me that WE Are still Alive... Thank you !!

A Letter For YOU

I just want to take this moment in time & look into your eyes ...

Can you feel it ... This page is real .. we meet here.. In this time & space ..

None can Erase .. The profoundness of You entering my life ... For this moment in time ... ouR time .. & I just would LOVE to thank you ... It really is a pleasure seeing day to day the increase of viewers / readers / seers / believers increasing day by day .... It truly warms my heart

 that YOU stop by here as often as YOU do !!!! THANK - A - YOU!!!! I think of YoU often .. & I Love You!!! Thank YOU!!! May LigHt Shine so Bright in your life blinding the World with its Shine !!!!!!

And again, thank you for taking your precious time, to come see Me... It's a BLESSING !!!! May Peace, Love , Happiness , Joy and Laughter exist Always for you.. Stemming from your RoOts in ALL you do ....

Love & Appreciation for each and every one of YOU!!! THANK YOU NAMASTE

Uncut chant from a draft unfinished the other day ... Sounds Like Fools Gold

needed that . the Kill. new thrill .. Funk SpiLL.. loVe piLL.. GetchA rocks off Knock ur socks off . batterHerUP .. SLiDeLinE high.. taking the dive .. Risking lives.. Feelin ALive.. LoVe DriLLed pie.. FooL poisoning ..

Uncut - draft from other day .. MENstruWaiT..

I know I say what I say .. Share what I share .. Do what I do .. Doesn't mean the twist deD part is filled with heart Sheds.. Rude AwaKening .. Coming at you .. Me.. With a burst of prideLing .. But of course not in the way one would imagine .. Clearly no instant satisfaction ... We all run amOk.. Great big orgy fkkk.. No no Dear ALiCe no need to explain more .. You make the queen of hearts .. Something much much more ... Debilitating.. She's MENstrUwaiTing..

Clearly bloodShed!

Rumi quotes nursery rhymes

Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absentminded.

Someone sober will worry about things going badly.

Let the lover be.

Rumi Now if only I knew her birth time .. It would help make sense of this Nursery rhyme .. I most guarantee it ..