WonderDaze

Is it possible that this time
Around

U are actually

SEEing me

For the first time ?!

Uncut poem / just a lil something that came to mind

He calls me beautiful
And I know he really means it
What is the Beauty that he sees & who is he so enamored by..
Where is she .. Where is the beauty that he sees ..
Why can't I too see the beauty..
He whispers he loves me ..
What is it that he loves ..
Who is it that he says he sees & who is she that he professes his heart & soul to...
Thanking the Gods above to have found his true happiness ..
Why can't I too see these things..
He looks at me with so much affection, & it pains me to look his way ..
Where is my love ?!?
Who am I today ?
He sings me lullabies to sleep & i joyously take them in..
for I filter off from this reality & enter my world within...
& that's where I see him..
Ultimate galaxy ..
But as I awake from my Dream.. it is he who smiles & tells me that it is I who is beautiful ...

Uncut Chant / poem/monologue who knows I just the write shit lol

Do u notice me, as I've noticed you Or could u just simply walk away
Ignoring the obvious connection between our souls
Is it too far fetched of an idea to believe that something so profound could actually exist
I mean they make movies based on this..
The belief has to start from somewhere right ?
Ha! Or will you tell me that fairy tales are not real ?
Well who said connections are fairy tales ?
Or is that what society has u conditioned to believe ?
Come on now, I thought you would be wiser than the fools with the tools selling all this commercial bullshit
But fine! Have it your way ..
See if your soul lets you sleep at night ..
And sure you may forget me, but ur soul never will
And there will come a time in ur life where u will feel like ur missing something ...
And this unbearable longing May have become muffled with all ur disillusionments u fed urself over the years ...
But I will know..
You would have an inkling..
Our souls they would forever be the keeper of our secrets..
I on the other hand for having acknowledged once in the past What we truly were, I am fortunate to have been able to move on & continue to create & manifest more soul connections ..
Because that's the beauty with it all..
Not anyone could ever be the reason you fall..
Are u going to tell me now that we don't think alike ?
Blasphemy !!
We both know hidden truths behind the disguises of white lies
Will ur love ever let me know  the depths of the oceans
Will I ever see the sunrise
Or will you forever bleed me dry
Sunset on these clear blue skies
Ur the one that I want ...

Uncut chant ~ idk what I be thinking .. Yes I do ! Lol

As my mind tries to Escape you
I enter into ur maze
Running around frantically
Caught in your gaze
Death stare
I turn and I run I turn and I run only to be met with ur eyes
I stumble backwards & in one quick swift I collapse into your arms
I push u and I run
free to the ground
I push and I run
If I let you .. U would be the death of me
Run faster
Dead ends
& just when I think it is all over
U devour me whole

Stay

Stay..
Because every part of you wants it ...

Baby steps

As I look at some of my older writings I still find it hard  to share .. Although that part of my life is history .. It still existed....

Not sure how long till I break & just share
One piece of the puzzle ...

Baby steps luv
Baby steps

Punishment Update

For those curious as to how my
Punishment against myself went... well you will be happy to hear that for the most part I stuck to my end of the bargain with  no "happy" distractions.. I did get what needed to be done, done a lot faster.

There has been no mood shift o'horror ...

And that concludes my story ..
As 1 of my tattoos states ..

Where there's a will there's a way!!!

Believe in all things , & that means believe in yourself too!!!

Namaste
& thank you for your time in this most enchanting space of mine <3 p="">





I know boring rant ..
But u know what ..

My shit got done !!! :))

Yay!!!