Uncut Gloomy BLOOMS

I tell you ALL right now that nothing in my life has ever been EASY...
I have endured so much pain and chaos since I can remember...
Starting from faery young the loss of my mother at such an early age was truly devastating to me..
She was after all the only person whom i Felt Loved and ACCEPTED me for everything that I AM...
Once she was taken from me, I was left with this emptiness and lack in my life ...
If you would of met the earlier version of me from a younger faery being I would of have told you that my life was MISERABLE...
I would of told you that too with a smile...
Because I smile and live so FREE.. for some it is very hard to BELIEVE all that has been bestowed unto me... but I kid you not I have plenty of heart breaking stories to share with you ALL...
But why sing out loud my faery sad song...
especially when that is no longer my world...
Not so much it not being a part of my world...
more like my mind state is no longer the same...
I have found PEACE inside of all my RAIN...
so when I speak of LOVE and I speak of PEACE know that this LOVE & PEACE comes genuinely from this place inside of me that I have FOUND in all my life in its Tragedy...
Do faery BELIEVE that if you could really SEE the turmoil I have faced, endured and conquered you would faery wonder yourself HOW is it that I am as JOYFUL & Filled with LOVE as I AM...
I kid you NOT..
I AM LOVE...
for LOVE is my Song...
I sing it all day long...
even inside of my own EMO mood swing every 10 minute daily line lol
Just kidding my moods do not shift so instantly anymore...
But I am EMPATHIC and extremely SENSITIVE to all energies around me...
but I UNDERSTAND this part of myself all the better now which allows me to better identify which energies are really mine...
I have lived a roller coaster life...
and I share with you ALL that in all my doom and gloom I have most certainly found my BLOOM...
We are coming out of the HARVEST and Spring is here...
My spirit no longer confined to the prisons inside of my mind...
I AM no longer holding myself back...
This is FACT...
I AM my own TRUE BEST FRIEND..
My pain is my GLORY...
TRUE STORY...
I am HAPPY with myself because I absolutely LOVE & ADORE myself...
I swear a few years back I could not say this...
but I can NOW and so I WILL...
XX baby.. Where there is a WILL there is a WAY....
BELIEVE in the POWER of YOU to TRANSFORM your BLUES and ENCHANT your BLOOMS...

Believing is SEEING...

Namaste

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