My Mother is my Watcher / Guardian

The amount of LOVE my mother still RECEIVES by those whom LOVED her 

KNEW her

MISS her 

is absolutely astounding 

She is has been gone from this earth since 1991 

Did you know that my mother passed away Nov 3, 1991 - and was only 26 years old? 

IF she were alive today - she would be celebrating 52 years on earth ((for this lifetime))

They say things happen for reasons - even if what happens sucks - there is still a reason...

Do I believe that she should have died so early on in life -- - realistically --- no 

medical malpractice?? Possibly ...

is it too late to explore that angle of reasoning / pondering into her early death  -- Definitely 

Will this cause me to not be able to move forward in life ?? No way 

Do I still miss her?? ABSolutely 

I miss her earthly presence 

but she has her ways of getting through to me 

Missing her 

Appreciating her existence even more so in my life

Have you ever lost anyone you loved so very dearly??

How does this loss make you feel?

Do you carry the weight the burden with you in your life?

HAve you learned to adjust your sails and move forward positively with the memory of your loved one in your heart? 

Death can cause so many emotions within us to arise 

and this is part of the healthy process that is definitely needed for our own healing 

The time this last is different for us all 

and the process itself is never an easy one

I have learned this a most hard way 

I remember being so angry for such a long time - with the thoughts of the loss of my mother constantly on my mind 

No peace was I ever afforded 

Peace I sought after

all I wanted was for the pain to wash away and never to return again 

but how impossible that task at hand was to accomplish 

One day..

Peace was found 

not sure how it all came into being

but set FREE I was from walking around in so much misery for having lost my Mother 

MY ANGEL 

It's never an easy road 

suffering never is 

but we will suffer for as long as we desire 

and that is the truth 

suffering will always be a choice till we get our mental plane right 

NAMASTE

#HappyBirthday #Mom #mother #GuardianAngel #Watcher #IdreamofGenie #Jeannie #Jeannette #Puertorican #WarriorGoddess #Earth #Angel #Cancer #Crab #Astrology #july12 #1965 #beauty #grace #Spirit #Guides 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!

Today is an extremely special day - it would be my mothers 52nd Birthday!!

For the short amount of time I had got to spend with her in this lifetime - she has left her imprint on my soul. For she is the very foundation / root of motherly existence I have drilled within me - that has been the catalyst of Inspiration in my life - on how I choose to raise my daughter.

MIND 

BODY

HEART

&

SOUL 

Imprint on my soul 

TRUTH be TOLD 

She was an AMAZING EARTH ANGEL GODDESS here on earth - for the little time that she had - her memory still burns ALIVE  - for she is  FOREVER missed and REMEMBERED!

She was quite the BEAUTY

stunner

men just gravitated towards her 

woman just instantly clicked with her 

ALWAYS smiling was she 

forever she will remain to be 

seen 

within fragments of her daughters 

whom live on 

Soul heritage song 

I still cling to her voice 

and there have been times 

that even the memory of how her voice sounds

would not enter the forefront of my brain 

Missing her endlessly insane 

a daughters heartbreak everyday

there has never been a day - that I have forgotten this woman who was responsible for birthing me into earthly existence 

LOVING her is all I have ever known 

In Honor of her memory today 

I have further aligned with my ways

NAMASTE

#HAppyBIRTHDAY #to #the #best #MOM #MOTHER #i #Have #ever #known #soul #lifelines #Goddess #Empowerment #IdreamOfGenie #Jeannie #Jeannette #July12 #1965 #a #mothers #love #Connections #priceless #voices #stream #namaste

WoW

Wow is absolutely right !!! My BEAUTIFUL GODDESS right here .. @ luxurett --- mind - Body - Heart & Soul ... #Daughter #Goals #WOw #Goddess #Empowerment #Believe #Receive #Achieve #Sweet16 #teenagers #IndiGoSoUL #Beauty #Inside #Outside #Priceless #Treasures 

Energy Management Update

I have to report the significance of my own ENERGY levels 

It is INSANE how an infection can truly bring down my ENERGY Levels 

I am FEELING 1000% better 

Totally Grateful

#mindfulness #healthy #lifestyle #EnchantingBabble #HollyWoodsGypsy #Energy #management 

Kitty Love

Andromeda & Shiva

Andromeda 

Shiva 

#Kitten #Power #House #Love #Family #8weeks #April7th #Aries #Cats #six 

Priceless Love Notes

No matter his insecurities and fears 

when he looks at me 

He is real 

Everything we feel 

is 

Magic 

#Priceless #Love #Notes 

Give me your Guitar!

Give me your guitar 

and I'll bring it to life 

Hang it up on my wall

Fits just right 

#Music #From #My #Soul #Rockers #Gold #home #Fashion #Inspirations #Classic #decor #Upcycling #Ideas 

She Dances

It feels good to rip down these filters that have no business being here in the first place ...

Such liberation it feels to live and breathe 

FREE..

The sacredness found within me 

Every part of me - loves to sing ...

There's more to Life!

There's so much more to life - and it all starts with you ... within you ... believe this to be truth ... #More #To #Life #Live #Laugh #LoVe #Freedom #Sings #Friday #Inspirations #Liberations

Lovers Reign

I am not here to change you 

I am here to help you accept 

YOU 

the way YOU should FEEL accepted

so that way you can RISE & SHINE in all your Wisdom & Glory 

Lovers in it 

together they 

win