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Thursday, June 26, 2014

Uncut babble nonsense i need to ...

Writing frenzy ive been ..

Talkers Lot circle too ..

I literally spoke a hole in a friends head last night ...

As well as meeting some fascniating new people ...

I even met myself on my way home ...

Funny how worlds apart we may seem at first sighting / view ..

Like those 2 what in the world do they have to talk about ..

What in the world would those two have in common ...

Totally two different lifestyles ..

Found some common ground ...


If ye shall look

Ye shall find some
Common ground ...


Somewhere .. If you cant how about finding the common ground that u both breathe ..

Consciously / unconsciously ..,

Yes.. I find nothing more amusing then to witness silent reactions to by those judgers / or opinions being formulated / or assumptions being made by those most curious as to the 2 girls having a grand old wonderful conversation as if we knew one another for years ... But clearly so different in everything else superficial everyone likes to see / pay mind to most ..




Anyways ...

Writing frenzy ..
Must finish to share ...

But first i need some .....


I need to .........


Fill in the blanks as you like

I really must be _______



Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Answers blue

In our hearts
Strong & renewed
Eternal mix infinity dues
Hope restored
Melting blues
Unchained melodies
Music soothes our soul
Beats lead us home
Hearts reveal path
Deletion of this evil land
Loves embrace
In our face
Taking hands
Forging plans
I love you man

Secret

Come on now ..
You should know ..
Everything is for the stupid show ..
You have your part as i have mine ...


Questioning my love is a waste of time..  

From a distance i watch you shine ..

Proud of you i will always be ..

Unconditionally & all of me ...

Loving you, my best kept secret ..

Collision ~ written 3/19/14

I never once forgot about you ...


I told myself I was crazy, silly, foolish & out of my mind & clearly I (being Me) stood no Chance in receiving your love/attention/affection....

Brooklyn short changes dreAms ..

 Everyday you lived ..

... While Everyday I died ....


...everyday I denied ...

As I mastered my own lies ....
Convincing myself that what I  felt was a figment of my own imagination ....

You are gods most finest of creations ...

..... Your kryptonite weakening my defenses ....

... Awakening all my senses ....

.....For you my love live for the hunt .. Taunt ....
You haunt me endlessly ....


The ghost of you never leaving my side...


My love for you ...

... Goes beyond what my words could even say ......

No part of myself able to walk away ....


I watch you behind closed shades ...

.. Dreams of our day .....

Soon ...

 .. our hearts dance to our tango jive...

Love sick monsters,  stellar ride ..

Solar connectivity ...

Cosmic Ride ...

Soul journeys..

... As we

  .... Collide ...

.. Prince of tides ...

Or ..

Dreams that Lie

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Make a wish frownNation

Dreaming of you i wish to die
Your madness filling my mind
Its like straight suicide
Im outta my mind
I no longer wish to see
I no longer wish this to be
Every possible thing we can be
Kill me please
My mind fills with rage
At just the mentioning of your name
You oblivious to the pain youve engraved
Stop this pain
I thought i could handle more
But youre right this is war
I never signed up for this
Fk this shit
You go on living your ways
Totally ignoring me all the same
What part of me believes this to be okay
No sane part of me clears this pathway
So i dream a dream for me to say
Fk you douche go on your merry way
For if i were to think of you
It would be cause i stepped in poo
Big doggie hit
Biggest diss was my make a wish for a total dick


In hopes ~ written March 21, 2014

In hopes that it is you ..
I see ..
There is no interest in any other ...
Some glimmer of hope ...
Mustard seed of faith ...
I respond ...
The fairy tale believer in me believing that it is possibly you ...
You exist in many shapes , sizes and forms ...
& because of my love ...
I play along ...
But it is always for you ..
Hoping that it's true ...
I close my eyes ...
Pretending to be super surprised ...
Knowing that it was you all along ..
Cause this connection we feel is way too strong ...
No mask too great for covering ...
I taste you dear ..
Uncovering ...
Soul drum player hearts rumbling ...
....Mirrored spaces  ...
...Leaving traces ...
Cosmic invasive ..
Faith In all I believe ...
Eyes may deceive ..
..Trickster Remixes  beats ...
Dancing in the streets ...
Love shared between our souls..
Surpassing skin & bones ...
Feels just like home ...
I'm
Not alone ...
I know you....
I open cause I believe ...
It is you and it is me ...
No In betweenS





Random encounters shit ppl say

The man said let him sew his royal oats ..

I said, say what ..

Ohh well he can sew his royal oats straight up a goats ass ...

Joking man ..

Breaking hearts for some please filled with disease ...

Ahhh yes sew his royal oats ..

Wonderful ..

But one must never expect to sew any royal oats up my royal cloak...

What i have cant be tamed ...

I like it just as much and wildly insane ..

Save my candy coated cane ..

For someone like me ...

If everyone can have it ..

I would never fkn want it ...

Disgusting

Uncut Duhhh

Never settle for less than you feel you deserve.

If you are not happy about something, ask yourself what is it that i am not happy with ...


When you figure this part out and you have a definitive answer ...

Ask yourself again ...

Is this something that i can personally change myself ...

And chances are ..

YOU can !!

So tell me ..

Why would you not change it and give yourself the very things you know would make you happy ..

Doesnt fkn make sense ..:

Duhhh!!!

Monday, June 23, 2014

Eternity

Even without receiving Your love in return ..

Doesnt mean it doesnt exist ..

And in this knowing, i am at Peace...

Cause our activation has already been opened & released ...

Therefore making our truth paths complete ..

We exude our higher powers ..

From every tower in which our feet stand ...

Figuratively we hold hands ...

Flame on ..

Vibrational creational vibrancy ..

We are light bearers each carrying our own torch ...

My soul honors your soul completely ..

That makes me happy ..

Loving you In complete light ...

For eternity

Twin Soul Life ~ written earlier this month of june 2014

I Am most excited of our day coming soon ...

Where the final synapse is complete..

The electrical voltage we will feel shoot / pulsate / tingle in every part & in every inch / section / vein / cell / atom / molecule / bone / muscle /  of our fully awakened spiritual states of acknowledging our entire being.. Each awakened part of ourselves comfortably & most naturally
Settling back into the only place that has ever truly felt like home. We found our home in Om ...  Who would  of known that in mythology carries within it some cleverly hidden truths ... It all depends on the Believer in YoU...

We are built for this ...


Made with sweet intentions ... By some
Masterful creator that bursted with paSsion & vision .. Creating "we" you & i .. Our love is my most selfish place to be ..

So they say ..

Melt away ..

That stupid way of thinking ..

Love you deeply ..

We win this race ...

For We are born by romance written in our stars   ..

Beautiful we fkn are ...

Everything we exude is powerfully tooled & sublime ...
as we learned thru our played out synchronistic mind boggling life altering / forever we are changed by events during our own personal paths / in hopes we
We would find the love we crave/ desire / need !!! Fighting ourselves tooth & nail ignoring / disbelieving / living in denial about who we truly are conditioned to deny our unique conjoined Blueprints ...


Relentless we are for our own truths..

Truth resonates deep within you ...


We know truth cause we live for it .. Quest for it .. We feel it ....  We feel it .. And we just know it no matter how irrational or crazy it may sound ....



 WE are birthed by Romance...


Romance  the Dancer of Our Hearts...

LOVe ...
We are LOve ...

Our hearts singing eachothers favorite song ...

Unconditional Free LoVe does
Exist ...

Selfishly we crave our fix ..

Its maddening ...

Making you my
Most favorite desired
Feeding dish ...

Makers Wish..
I crave your fix..

Served up feed me your silver spoon...

No matter the weather ..

We weather our
Storms ....


Our magical days are here more coming soon ...

I  taste our Survival its cum stain on my lips ...

This flavor i wont ever want to resist ...

love
lust
faith
&
dreams

Romeo & Juliette their final final death scene ...

has emerged ...

Our Rebirth..

Two
Souls reemerge ...

Divine
Alchemy
genetics
kinetics
combined

Suicide
Bombers set off their AK49's..

No longer blue ..

two intertwined & infused ...

Immortals renewed..

Original hearts ..

Hearts...

Attuned...

In tune ..

Infinity BAND...

Divine Master PLan..

Armies command ..

Sacred unions..

ascension rise tombs...

Originals plan rules ...

On demand too..
Welcome home two..

Loves wonderlAnd ...

Where faerytales & dreams
Do
Come
True ..

Proven spoken and due...

Mutanized
Dehumanized..
Ready..
& fully equipped ...

Boarding Mother Ship..
Really quick..

We are explicitly Hip / whipped / & Ready ...

loVe  Revolutionizing Rock Steady..
This love beat so heavy..

Cosmic flare ups  high steady..
Vibrational LoVe ...
We ready..


LOVE carrying the HIGHEST MOST POWERFUL VIBRATION OF ALL...


When we stand together ..
Stand tall...

Ride together
Fly together
We have it all

You & me
Bonnie & Clyde
On our rise
Instant high
take our dive
Its our priZe
Priceless size
Granting life ..
As we live our right
To Love whom we Love
With all our might
our lives fully aligned
When we follow our seed of dreams trusting our Soul whom never deceives
awakening parts asleep
To our endless possibilities
Reframing our beliefs in understanding & living our
Divine BirthRight
Flames Ignite
Worldly Transformations of love override
We are the first to die ..
Resurrection of Gods LoVe Redefined
Its YOU & I ..
All the time ..
Blessed to have you by my side
loVe of my life ..
Twin soul Life


Uncut crab Alert

Some may believe that getting hurt by another justifies their future actions / walls / attitudes in future dealings with others .. Now protecting themselves from experiencing the same "pain" again ...

But in doing so blocking the very essence of the spirit / essemce / being that you are ...

Creating a hard shell that denies itself ...

Loving expression ...

Dont be a fkn crab ...

You block out hurt by being ALL kinds of LOVE anyway ...


Uncut brOoklyn FLASHback

Brooklyn Girl ..
Im going back back to my Old SkoOL..
Classics ..
Biggie biggie love ..
lil Kimberly raPp game tight ..
She didnt give a fk ..
Neither did i ...

Thinking about dem old days ..
Old ways ...

What do you do when your spirit is untrue ..

You need another PLAN in your life ..

Its like that ya'll ..

Cause my Love is CONCRETE..

9 out 10 niggas aint shit ..

Niggas ~ open for worldly interpretation ...

Burp Nation ..

Namaste

Show Love the brooklyn Way ..

Taking it back ...

Old school Fever

Uncut I LOvveeee .....

Funny little thing that comes with self love & acceptance ....


Its called NOT giving a flying fk about REALITY ..

RESULTS..

One lets go of EXPECTATIONS..

Only expectations one can have is the one YOU can give/have/Hold/Try for YOURSELF..

So even when it comes to these LOVE themes .. Makes my heart scream ...

Heart on triple double beat ..

even during those/these times ...

I ..

Cause i can only speak for myself .....


I can LET GO ..

I can still Be Free & ME ....


And i can CONFIDENTLY LOVINGLY WHOLEHEARTEDLY PEACEFULLY

ACCEPT any OUTCOME that comes to be ....


You know why ....


cause i do NOT give a flying fk ...

Its about me ...

Its always been about me ...

Selfish as it sounds ...

Arrogant / cocky / proud ...

I know what this is...

And ive been every fkn thing thus far in my world .....


And the only thing i have never been (UNTIL NOW)

something ive NEVER been for myself was

LOVING
CONFIDENT
ACCEPTING
PEACEFUL
CARING
POSITIVE
KNOWING
UNDERSTANDING


There is so much more you get the idea ..

All those things i have never been for / towards myself .....


Getting to this point / place / destination .....


Journey it has quite beenn.. And one that everyday is growing / learning / building / sustaining ...


I am just happy to be here in accepting my weirdo Alien Super Mutant Galactic Earths Angel Goddess Faery in the Flesh ....


I am my own BeST ....

No HuMAN can destroy ...

Cause im not a fkn toy ...

You want something ..

Get something ...

But get yourself Checked first FoOL..

Before someone else tries to do it for you ......


oh my GOD ..

Like for real...

I AM so feeling myself / LOVING myself / HAPPY with ME ....


May YOU too FIND this FOR YOU

NAMASTE  

Stringy Butterfly encounters

Butterfly oh butterfly
You make me soar
Higher than i ever imagined before
You held me up with such a thin string
Teaching me the power to believe ..
The power of the strength in me ..
Invisible threads link me ..
To forever & everything i Am..
I Am ..
FREE ..
Butterfly DreAm ..
I Can See

InStAgrAms GrAtAfknTuDe

HAPPY GRATITUDE EVERY DAY!!! its easy 2 get sidewarped into not having everyday / forever & ever / absolute & complete #GRATITUDE for your life and everything currently in it ... Its #EASY to #FOCUS on every fkd up thing going on & every felt need / lack one perceives.. But let me tell you how GRATITUDE WORKS .. Notice GRAtitude is Similar to our word #ATTITUDE .. So yea if you find Lack of ... maybe first place you should take A #LOOk is in your FACE/ATTITUDE .. GRATITUDE if you are not waking up blessed in such a #PEACEFUL #loving #STATEOFMIND ... #PRACTICE builds #BRIDGES to the #LIMITLESSNESS that having Absolute #GRATITUDE brings.. There is #ALWAYS Something out there for you to be #GRATEFUL for ... When i wanted to start being intentional with being Grateful i started #writing #everyday #10 #TEN things i was grateful for .. And everyday i would add to this list .. Not only did i #Add to this list .. I fkn #Read this list #OutLoud #ReALProud .. Allowing the #POWER of my #WORDS to not only be #Heard by #ME but to set the #Vibration #FREE into our #UNIVERSE #PRACTICEmakesPERFECT ..
Tell me What are you Grateful for today.... 

Today i AM grateful for being Grateful cause that motherLucker Feels #AWESOME 

Sunday, June 22, 2014

2 wands ride Chariots Around the World

2 wands amend..

The Chariots ascend ..


The World is ours ...

You ...

We...

Meet ...

GloBALL WArNing

GLOBAL WARNING..

Global WARM STinG..

There is No Shutting .....


Me DoWn..

Unicorn Crown..

Even the Lion bows Down..

LoVE speLL Drop Down..

Jupiter & Mars come crashing into Town ..

Fkn WoW..

Love Struck CLoWn..

Uncut UnYin KneWs ~ written june 21 2014

Just wrote this ..

Dont Note this ..

Im just the hand using the thumb to write me numb ..

She thinks this is fun ..

Yet she runs ..
Bitxh must be boring .. Bored .. boinging

Sometimes she doesnt wish to make sense ..

Fkn pen .. Wont write what is bRiGHT for your minds eye ...

Listen Slut ..

Stfu..
just copy & paste your shit TasteRectomy..

hiStoRyESiRmE..

huntsmen sharpened Eyes..

Oh LooK Evil Queen In disguise..

Spitting Lies
 Super Denies..

candle AppLe churchSpiNacKLe..

You aint snow White Bitch so sit yo Ass Back Down...

Crusty Musty cloWn..
We run you down ..
Yo mama aint around ..
Biggest joke around ..


If i were you i would go kill myself ..

Instant death..

Fkn wrecked..

Shit skank loser bomb..

I fkd your mom..

She gave me head..

In your bed..

Fkd her dead..

Angel of Death has come to collect..

consider your ransom met ..

He cant be handsome ..

Yes he's handsome ..

handsome & gay ..

swings the other way ..

whiSpers Bottoms SexinterPlAy..

Queens little secret skelter..

boOty LoOt heArtLeSs HeLLper..

Protector of ShELDer.. ..

Bitch is paid ..

cAStle JAdeS
PriNCeSs LieS
Someone cries
Everyone dies

Judger cock rings excellent SpieS..

Swinger WinGhers LaPiZ ..

Flinging Dinger  rockHERteaseHERpleAseHER..

souLer Shrine Whipped..

PLATOnic shift with instant Flip...

This is it ..

Round 2 ..

FiGHt!

BaTTLe her UP..
Anal Beads worn out but Fresh..
wHOreMe inStAdeepPreSsed..
Fkn her slut poOshies ShAmE ..
Ugly Lame..
Smile your WaY instAFaME
 HiPster brAin..
Head is getting bloaded..

Relax..
Just fkn take the pillar Xanax ..

heAdBoArD reportHER tiedHERchAins..

Flog her insane...

my bitch is Badd..
Taking me back CaveMan Days..

So easy even a caveman can do it ..

I fkn knew it ..
Even a caveman can do it ..
Isis clued it ..
Ocean poLLuDed ..


 every flick Of her quick slippery tongue on every inch of his  ..

damned..

Captain!
The piRATes are Back...

We are under ATTAcK..

Round 3..

Century ..

AD unknown..

inspirAtional cockHerSenSationAL Plan..

Golden shrineS combining lights taking flights..

Distant heights..

TwinDeLiGHTaBLeS..

Twin DeLeCtABLeS..

BLueRAYcenterFoLD

seXHERuLEsCuMFLYeXPLoSioN..


His Cherry BErRy flickHERpriCkHErBLueS

flaVorHerSAvEorHERwrAnGLeHerMinD

FLAVor her ..

SAvEyOURsiR

?

savoring sweet scent she licks her wish blows up his crown...

kisser melt down..

SHOWdown..

BreAk it Down..

Open Your Mouth..

Taste it ..

mouth of twins spin their wins flying into HeAvensZoo ..

The place of Rule.
Hidden JEWeLs..

Place your head into the boSSom blue ray jays..

The Look in their eyes hungered with pain ...
Million years a deadened Slave ..

Awakened & unchained ..

Shackles broken free...
The day their eyes would meet ...
Unchaining melodies...

New World Order..

Time to reorder..
 system shut down..

The Angels Are here..
RadioActive Active..
Our time is here..

Fashionistas undisclosed ..
Bright Lights nudity is Shown..

Lost city of Atlantis ..
ScoOby & friends they GoT this..

Preying Mantis in Atlantis ..

Mysteries unfold ..
TRUTH once Sold for GoLd ..

Drummers sounding vibrations earthquaking shaking eruptions...

Masterful provokeMENts..

HEman ..

SHErAn..

They wrote this ..

Earth worth back on Focus..


Mr. crAbs poppin TaBs killed his Dad whos Uncle Dan told this Man that His other brother from a different Grandma Gave A Blues Clues LoOse NoOse clue its Magenta who knows the way .. blueS favorite muse was A fiddlers Cat who ate the fat of all the rats  ..

SpReAd whores Legs Open..

Full of distortion..

AfterMath..

Earth cursed for worse..

GLADeeATEwhoRe..
Gladiator..

Death Match ..

DaVinci HoAXed Lore..

E='sMCsquared..

Something more..

mathOpoLOticiAn complicating each MiSsion..

What is the square RoOt of this number of A wonder times its Thunder..

???

world Wide Blunder...

They aint smart enough for this ..

ExHeLL generAL mASSk SaiDuckCHin..

Seduction ?

sAiDHuMmQiN ..

Some lotion ?

This is why we are in the state we are in..

Cradle robbing circular cONmoTioN ..

LackyEMoTioNs..

Certifiable IsisWAR..

Isis that whore ..

FoOLsWiNgAttacK...

Isis is Back!

CoVered In BLacK..

iRocKyTour..
iRacKiWhore..

iR aQ i

CockMe?

Jocking ??

Ohhhh...

Cocky...

shEepingWhoreS..
This is War..
Carnivores..

Isis MeGaBLinding drug FoRT..

pHARMaceSeWtiKiLL....


mASSproduceInFoOL..

gMOurnings cAncerSmitten DUEds..

Can someone pass me A spOOn..

loVe to Sip ArSiNdicK like its SoOop..

Its the proper way to do ..

Dont bend that spoOn..

loverSPeNd2TrEND ..

Closedminded DicKsWhiPsKiNned..

boOgodDIE took that KiT for a sPiN ..

Told that bitch a joke ..

Bitches love a nigga with jokes..

Carotid arterChOkeToAsT..

Jugular veins PaPaSaLary..

PapiLLscary ??

PapULary...

Oh oh oh ... Ohhhh i get it ...

Papillary ...

Quite the contrary,  with lots of peniseal reentry it is the peeKneeSALe that gets the juGgruLers to open the doOrs to the
 4 cHAinnedBirdS 2 the cHeARTherS..

pLAcKiNG makes for GrAders TombsirgrOWth ..

Allow for plenty of peniseal entry ..

I personally prefer taking back shots..

Back doors always go someplace deep ...

I like peniseal deep...
orGAsMaddic..
Makes me always want it ..

East Meets West likes South bites north
When one valve opens the other valve closes..
VascularConstricTOrJunGLerPotions..

Peniseal Times..

Bringing chainnedBirdies access to the 3rd floor LockUp..

The proper way to die is to slit correctly TrAveLers VeinS..

Chainnedbirds always know the way ..

faGo sites iLLoOm in 8

5 broS blast ku KluX cLaN
white cells Supreme ACE seed

Wipe out disease ..

KiLLed heLLpers Teem

exit strategy ..

MASs ceLLuLar Production..

HeLLin KeLLher WeaTher..

HeLLin couldnt See DeToNAtor..

Senses DeTAMEr ..

Rotten proclaimers ..

Dont kNoWt this ..

unYiN knewS..





uncut WAnTed

Its not that i cant breathe without you ..

Without your LoVe ..

Every part of WE I know to be so ....

GOod..

Telling me what to do ..

How to feel..

People are so fkn unreal ...

You must heal ..

Open wounds with shattered parts..

Hearts..

You tell me this too shall pass ..

Hey Dude... Thanks Man !

So glad for this to be all figured out..

Its not that i cant breathe without your love..

Without YOU..

The truth of the matter is that I just dont fkn want to ...


Ive tasted every part of us that brings up both to life ...

This aint fkn right ..


Book of life..

Author holding pen .

Ink blood stains making it rain..


I can breathe life here without you ....

What fkn good would that do ...


When i am well aware i just dont fkn want to..

I WaNT YOU!!

Uncut sTory TellHer peNshiPkiSs

Fire breather ...

Elixer Twixer Word Flipper ..

Found my MoJO penPAP..

ItS inkerSpeLLZAp..

Automatic ShMYriNG ..

FuturDipSiX colliding ..
How  i knew in my suBWriting You would bleSs thiS MeSsHzOoMDiEinG

So HApPAbLueJAYFLying
Inner plAyChild FiNDinG ..
Writers sweet subliming ..

blockErsBonKerSUniTE

sPiRiTseXmAsTeRFLaMeWRITERbriGHterLiGHTer

Sleep With Me & Hold Me tighter..
NEVER letting Go.

Dont let me go..

White Lighter Shines BrighT her..


PenSpoTiOnS autoMaTED runyon..

Super Explosion ..

LeftyFLucKs around ..
Number PaGeRAce

Pen & PAL is back in town ...

Write HER InkTasTe ..

StoryTeLL HER sweepstakes..

Pen & i eye 2 eye

Paper wins its fkn sin


Saturday, June 21, 2014

Uncut brunchy Truth

Morning morning ..
Its a beautiful day in WonderLand ..
Enchantments sprinkling all around ..
Pixie dust never spills to the ground ..
It is the opposing force of gravity ..
Such a rarity ..
Or is it ..
TRUTH..
Truth you say ..
YOU cant handle the truth ..
Not my truth anyway, in this moment of "NoW"
Highway Robbery chase ..
If i didnt know any better speed car Track Racer ..
Tarot flipping Chariot ..
King of Cups summons Queen of Cups by sending his Joker..
Queen of cups long journey  as her own fool..
King of cups all filled with fluff creator of obstacles running amok..
TRUTH..
SEEKER..
or Tyrant LoVe Beater
MASsTerBATer..
 Come on now spectator ..
Deliberator ..
Or child care player ..
Truth can be given once the chicken has risen ..
Stepping UP to the plate ..
Reveals all thats missing ..
TRUTH to be seen once Chicken Crosses the Road..
Future foretold when Action Potentials are released .
Motor neurons jump jump as action potentials hunt hunt ..
Magical neurotic race ..
Lets PaSs the Threshold ..
So ReAL can Unfold ..
TRUTH BE SO BOLD ..
TRUTH BE TOLD ..
interesting ..
Interest yourself ..
Self explore self ..
Mirror mirror on the wall ..
Love hate crimes built construction on brick of lies who work for spies of limitations ..
Bigger / greater / better ..
Rich oh rich  sew sweater..
Search request undertaker ..
Open wide & swallow whole ..
Unbullet proof your fkn soul..
Only way to feel in peace ..
Is to let it all go & fkn release ..
Release every belief ..
Release preconceived thoughts ..
Undo every crinkleberry ..
It aint yours to begin with ..
Hearts know our needs..
Mind creates uncertainties ..
Rulers make us thieves ..
Hearts bleed out / cry out / denial breeds ..
Masks are formed plagued disease..
Rotting bones collector of hearts ..
Rib cage frame ..
Protector ?
Not ..
Listen to your heart ..
Listen to your heart ..
This beat / repeat / so sweet /
Truth baby ..
We in heat ..
First Day of Summer You LoVe Her its Madness ..
Madd hatterish type scatterish self imposed misery ..
Perfect lover plays same games ..
Giver of pain to melt it away ..
Twister love whispers of fun ..
We are one ..
Build up a scene meant for intervene ..
Bleed me dry ..
Lets Make me cry..
 experience the ride ..
Fencing lovely little pass time ..
The kill..
Love Spills..
Complementary planetary alignments ..
Maybe we want the very same things ..
What turns you on ??
I bet i know ..
Love.. I know You ..
Truth ..
You know me too..
Fighters too..
Hardened by scars ..
Difficult we are ..
Its fkn perfect ..
Ahhh..
Truth ...
We love the worship..
Builder of Dreams..
Insatiable needs never expire ..
Egos a liar ..
More truth ..
Ego & Pride rulers of our lives ..
Selfish we are ..
Sold to be cold to reject to eject this upset of an operation ..
Its just a fkn test ..
Truthfully ..
By the powers that be in this 3D ..
Believing in voids that deplete ..
Every functioning part of our existence ...
Makers of our own War of Resistance ..
Look at me "wanting" something ..
Ooh so badd ..
Truth..
You cant handle the truth so help me God ..
You want it all and refuse to face..
The man in the mirror whos got no place..
Reclaim your throne .
Fk what your told ..
Tomorrow may change ..
Creating new waves ..
You think me weak ..
Truth ..
Its you..
I cant handle dude ..
Ha! Blues clues ..
Truth ..
It is you ..
You wear your disguise all covered in lies pointing your finger dead on a ringer ..
I am a winner ..
Truth ..
You too..
Either way ..
I rock and sway ..
Living my days ..
I spit Truth Straight from my Veins ..
There is no other way ..
Living my way ..
Rob me insane ..
Truth ..
I cant be robbed ..
Truth ..
You know your truth ..
What you want ..
You know it too ..
What is time ..
Excuse to rhyme .
Ohh all in divine right time ..
Tell me My one and only true LoVe ..
The goddess in me .
The God in you ..
Live Out your truth ..
It is you..
DIVINE ..
I know Divine ..
Time ..
divine Rights ..
you Divine ..
Truth ..
Divine but oh so fkn blind ..
TRUTH..
do you..
truth ..
Get loose .
Truth ..
Get over yourself ..
Truth ..
your in love and it feels like hell..
Truth ..
We are all under our own love spells ..
Alchemist Blood born ..
Ruler of your own underworld..
Truth ..
Maybe i am too much for you ..
Its ok boo..
You can sleep in the living room..
Thats how much i love ya

Friday, June 20, 2014

Ig burn the Witch post

Upon my earthly Death ( which is EVERY day Btw ) but upon what we have been Conditioned 2 perceive as omg that bitxh just died .. YeA .. When that happens .. Just‪#‎BurnMyBoDy‬ cause i promise You this .. all this Omg i have to Do I have ‪#‎LiFeInsurance‬‪#‎BuLLshit‬ need to prepare my ‪#‎Death‬ while‪#‎iAMaLiVe‬‪#‎burialPloTAisle5NeartheSicKAmoRTree‬‪#‎coveredByLeAves‬‪#‎ohPleaseYesDoComeVisitMe‬‪#‎iWillNotBeThere‬ Kindly tell me .. This most‪#‎Gorgeous‬ ‪#‎BurialArt4AGrAvE‬‪#‎forgottenSouLs‬ ‪#‎THEYwereKIND‬‪#‎soKindTheyBuiltThemSelvesAshriNE‬‪#‎ooHLALaLALa‬ these Kind People knew the importance of ‪#‎prePAraTion4ThisNAtion‬ of‪#‎JAcKASseS‬ ‪#‎10millionDollArDeAth‬‪#‎mustPaYAnExitFee‬ cause You didnt ‪#‎PAY‬enough while ‪#‎You‬ were ‪#‎LiVing‬‪#‎interestRATes‬&TAXeSriseByThemselVes‪#‎LiVingHeLL‬ ‪#‎BurNTheWitch‬ in my will i will provide you each with your Own ‪#‎Match‬ & how expensive is it really for some ‪#‎wooD‬unless the trees need the ‪#‎Money‬ too .. In that case ‪#‎PAyYourDues‬ ‪#‎orHitSnoOze‬#DecomPose #mummify #CreMATion4YourStAtion anyways Matches & SteAK <~ the Other #StAke will be provided .. Fine i will provide #Rope&Nails2 #thisBiLLjustkeepsGettNHiGher #just2setMyBodyOnFire #WorldlyDesire #Watch me #LiGht #the #First #Match as i #Ignite the #FLaMe & watch as #myself #Burn knowing fkn well #theBodyIsee #thatAintMe #spreadmyWings4all2See #MyMuscles&OrgansAreNOTtheEssenceOfMe #thisisWhoIAM #essence #Life #LoVe #Energy #qi #Spirit #Being .. #original #LiFeForce #indestructible #fkBurialplots #allTheyAre #ForgetMeLoTs #storage4skin&Bones

Thursday, June 19, 2014

Uncut ~ do you ~ do me written 6/9/14

You know..

I get it ...

Visualizing shit can be difficult to really get us to SEE ...

cause even if we do not say it out loud we already have been PRECONDITIONED 2 believe & process as FACT ..

Whether we choose to acknowledge it or not for ourselves...

<<<<< STUBBORN people especially have this tendency of finding it harder to IMAGINE something outside of their own BELIEF BOX >>>

I can recognize Stubbornness in others, because no matter how PERFECT i AM for myself ...  I can be stubborn too at times ....

But i am stubborn with others
& their TRUTHS .. Or believed REALITIES for themselves ..


Which i totally RESPECT & truthfully as long as it is not directly affecting me ... I honestly dont fkn care what anyone chooses to believe for themselves ... It is everyones ENTITLEMENT to BE FREE .. To BELIEVE whatever they fkn want ..

Even when i KNOW they are wrong ...

I know i know i know

Little Miss Know it All ...

Ive been called so many fkn Names .. The only thing left for me to do about that REALITY ass BiTer ...

Is fkn LAUGH ..

Depending on the size of the reality Ass Biter ..

The size of my LAUGH .. The vibrational Frequency released for such times ...

Well that my Fellow Living (Hopefully BREATHING) some kind of "BEING" whatever YOU believe yourself to be ...

For me personally i LoVE the choice offered / available at this current place in what i perceive as my current time ...

Based
Off of My OWN Life Studies & CONSTANT NEVER ENDING TRUTHS i have ALWAYS SOUGHT since my first recollections of this 3D Life i VIEW / PROCESS / UNDERSTAND
as My ReALity ..


And with ALL the WhirlWinds of My Life Experiences / Happenings / lessons / research (OMG .. I know society would tell you that i  Am (not) <~~i trap this word to remain separate from my words because that ugly word for the words I Am trying to convey .. Well that societal Upbringing & complete moronic Acceptance because we believe what we are told ... well that fkn word gets POPPED in my WorLd .. Because this 3D world I physically appear to (many) this (many) certainly does not apply to me/Myself/I .. Cause I AM most certainly anything & everything I DECLARE / DECIDE / BELIEVE / KNOW myself to be ... And there isnt shit that anyone would ever be able to tell me ..

I do me 

UNCUT RaNt / CHANT - BEAUTY & the BEAST 💋

God ..
DeVil..

Who are they ...

We all search for this meaning in our lives & our own personal god connection
...

Sold so many beliefs / histories / theories / idealogies / philosophies ....

But who is this God we speak of ..

This devil...

The God within us ..

The god outside of us ..

The God of this Universe / planet / people ...

The devil technically being the polar opposite of our God we believe in or learn about ....


So if God is within us ..

Bigger picture ...

We are made in this image of God ..


So who is the DeviL??

Polarities ..


We live on a planet that from our levels of understanding ...

Sciences / and univeral energetic truths that exist for us based off of our own intellectual depths of explorations we have in search for answers to the understanding of everything that contributes to the functioning of We / Me / you / Him / Her / and this planet we currently reside on ...

And it has been shown that it would appear thus far that based off of how EVERYTHING operates ... If one thing exist .. The opposite (polar opposite) of that "thing" has to exist as well ...

We break everything down so our minds can mentally process certain concepts in life and how we choose to perceive & understand its functioning systems ..

Systems that are both Seen & unseen...

Making the unseen most "difficult" in proving but does not keep people with questions desiring answers ...

It does not keep seekers of truth from relentlessly searching till some form of tangible evidence they seek is presented / created / manufactured ...

I so desire to be locked in a lab with madd scientist discussing stupid ALWAYS FLAWED scientific data research theories & methodologies wishing to be explored & discovered ..

They can keep to their research ..

I desire to be the editor to those questions / theories / ideas / methods / studies / oh & the bloody results received fed to us as FACT...

Can be overlooker / seer / advisor / editor in chief ...

Behind those closed minded limiting our own minds evolutionary processes into Factualizing every fkn "truth" believed to be uncovered ....



God ..

He lives in me ...

I AM..
The God who resides inside myself...

Oh & the devil..

Well that motherfucker also resides inside myself ...


So You tell me ..

Who the fk my soul was sold to ...

Battle of Man ...

Going against BeAsT..

The BeAst, you bitch ...

Is Me..

disney said it Right ...


BEAUTY & THE BEAST ...

god  & the Devil..

Both as real ...

As YOU design Them to be ...

Yin

Yang

Blends...

All truths tie into MAn ....

beast devours Man ...

When Man believes All Should be separated ...


Labels / categories / definitions / separations ...


That bloody deViL..

He most certainly is internally / eternally ....

An Original ...

Trickster ..

Or wait ..

Is that God...

Duality ..

Twin flames ...

Arguments over time as to the sexuality of the divine ..


Our God ...

Sacred Unions right ..

Devil labeled Male / Yang / outward driving force ...

god / internal / soft / Love / gracious / ahh yin ...

But man / Devil would say God is He ..

Not she...

Ahh Holy Grail ..

Sacred Feminine DiVine ...

3rd Eye Shine ...

Combine ...

Flames ignite ...

god / Devil ...

Synergistic blend ...

ForgiVe yourself my friend ...

god & Devil..

make them your fkn friend!!

Ooh Have i sold my soul..

Last i checked i Am my Own ...

Witch / witch / burn the fkn witch ..

Sorry past life a time or two may have been burned at the stake ..

Give or take ...

Memories / collective universal Sharings..

Keep searching for God ...

Believe the fkn devil...

FACE YOUR BEAUTY & YOUR BEAST..

Mirrors run deep ...

The devil in me wants to call many of you ...

Creepers ...

Pretend DreAmers & Believers ...

Jesus is coming yA'LL

Oh yea & when he comes ...

So does the Anti ChriSt ...

Is this war...

battle it out ....

I pity the fool who refuses to Acknowledge his God & Devil within ...

Blend blend blend my friend ...

Or just sell your soul to the Dark side ...

Nitey nite ...

Keep Dreaming alright ...

Wishes do come true ...

Always fkn Up 2 YOU ...

Oh yea .. God told me to tell you ...

He loves ya

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Uncut break downs

The other night i was met with wild and vivid dreams ...

This evening i was met with extremes amount of energy , restlessness , and lets not forget periodic lovely episodes of dizziness accompanied with feeling nauseous .

Literally broke night ...

Rested uncomfortably ..


Feeling wired for some strange reason ...


Kind of like when you are near ..


My spirit not letting me rest ...

When will you just step out of your own comfort zone & fkn take a walk on the wilder side of life ....



Excuse my
Early morning cursing ..


Wild means putting all of our defenses down ...


Leaving ourselves open for truth to present itself  to us ....


Being vulnerable ..  

Following our hearts and our dreams ...

But seriously when do we / me / you  just let it all
Go ..

Meaning let everything that hinders us from moving towards where the compass of our hearts lead us ...   

Just letting all
Preconceived thoughts / fears / beliefs ...


Just let them
All go ....



And march to the beat of our own drums ...


Just believe in your own good ..

Our good..

Believe in LOVE

Monday, June 16, 2014

Uncut love rocks

If our hearts are one in the same..

& you too are feeling this way ...

This stabbing pain ...

Heart crying out one anothers names ...

This travesty is a bloody tragedy ...

Rocks are hard ...

So are you ...

Fkn blues ...

I got an album of my own coming soon ...

Summertime sadness, Lana shes the baddest ...

She knew exactly what to do ...

Singing her tune ...

Of loves summertime blues ...

Our hearts beat exactly the same ...

Do you feel the rain ...

Stinging

Piercing

Clawing

Butchered

Yea this love ..

This drug ...

Burn me at the stake ...

Better yet ...

Stone me to death ...

You're the fkn best ....

Here .. Please throw the first stone ...

Take me home ...

I'd rather die than live a lie ...

Hit me with your best shot ...

Our love rocks !!

Uncut blunt

I need  / need / need ...

To unplug ..

Unplug ...

Unplug ....


Building on it ...

Working on it ....

Maybe i will call it a summer vacay ....

Its not punishment ...

Its all about me ....

All about me & my peace of mind ....


Before everything that you thought would work ...

Blows up right in your face ...


Such a waste ...

I cant fkn take it anymore ...

Im just the fool in black ...

Believing some whack ~ y ~ neSs ..

While everything is oh so fine thru the looking glass ...

Fk this man ...

Im done

Different breed

How in the world do i allow for comments on here ...

I have no clue ...

All i know how to do is post a new entry ...

Technologically unsavvy me ...

Yup ...

Different breed ..

Uncut Ouch

You know what fkn hurts ...

It just hurts ..

No matter the size of its penetration ...

It causes so much pain ...

I can barely walk without feeling its wrath ...

Pain ....

We all can relate ....

Fkn splinters ...

Probe me with needles time ...

Get this fkn splinter out ...

Ouch ...

R.E ~ writer - written 2/20/10 10:16PM

Altered state of consciousness right now as i write this.  You know when i write my hand moves, somewhere from within me creates these words that emerge (in my eyes) out of thin air. I say this cause when i write i never know what i am writing .. A lot of the times after i finish a piece of writing & i go back to re-read i never know how these words / those words / my words / how those words got there ... Baffled always and many a time scratching my own damn head ...  I mean dont get me wrong i remember writing it .. I am conscious of the fact that i am the writer, i do remember the moment(s) of my writing fevers ... But "jennifer" "Me" i do not know which "jennifer" is present during these types of processes.  I do not know her. Have we met before ? Hmmm i wonder. She is forever changing, never once remaining the same. She is
Forever on the move. Regardless of all this "mystery" everything / every part of this / its all real .. As honest and straight from my heart & soul. Its all real cause these are her words / my words / our words. Im thinking of starting a blog .. A blog on us freeky writing. I Am A writer after all , at least some sort of type of writer type person. Article writing has always intrigued me. Its an idea circulating anyway who knows what will transpire.

Writing i must feed the desire in me to be free and share my crazy little wonder world.

Uncut spit spat splat

If i bestowed unto you what you give to me ....

You would hate me ...

They say do unto others as you would have done to you ....

Is this true ...

Feeling blue ....

Its ok ....

One fine day when all madness is swept away ...

I may no longer give a fk ...

Upon this day ...

There would be nothing left to say ....

Cause i wont care

Sunday, June 15, 2014

11:11

So yea ..
This sucks ..
Pass the buck..
Eat cereal ...
Make absolutely no sense ..
Post nonsense ...
Fk it ..
Nobody cares anyway

Uncut hell

Woke up like ..
Feeling like ..
Annoyed with..
Tired of ...
Same old song ...
Secrets held ...
Hearts withheld ..
This is hell ..

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Uncut empty

I dont know what to do ..
Take a walk in my shoes ..
Feeling so confused ..
What can i really do ...
Kept out at bay ..
Awaking everyday ..
Empty ..

Uncut taste

I always understood longing..
Longing for a taste ...
Having a most favorite dish only to never taste it again..

Uncut i do what i want

Other people always have this underlying belief that they know what is best for you ...

If that be the case they can do it themselves & have just that for themselves ..

If i welcome an opinion of yours doesnt mean i concur .. And if you most certainly have a
Problem with anything that i do ..

You can fkn suck it ...

To each is own ..

I dont live out my life thru your vision ..

That would just be fkn retarded ..

You want it so bad ...

Have it ..

Have it all ...

❤️🙏❤️

💋

R.E our LoVe ~ written April 8 2008

I keep dreaming of a time
When i was all alone
Remembering before you stepped into my life & carried me
Home
You kept reminding me that our love will last forever
ForEver!
I find myself so unbelievably drawn to you

You told me to keep my eyes shut until we're almost there
You speak to me from your soul
You were telling me that you Love me
And that our love is so rare
Your Love is so amazing
I Am so in love with you

You came & whisked me so far away
Flying high
With you i forever stay
Reaching high
Baby i am here to stay in every way

You've opened my heart to everything truly amazing
This here, you & i , this is something ive never felt before
I never desire to be without your loVe
That would leave me crazy
My lOve is overflowing for you

I dont wish for this ever to stop
We are so over the top
You have shown me what LoVe is truly all about
There is no stopping this

We could never stop
This is what true love is all about
You said we would be Amazing
You are right!
For ive never danced this way before

R.E Faith ~ written August 2 2008

Rescue me oh lord
Save me from my impending doom
The devil resides near by
Do or die, forever he tries, plottiny my demise
Plotting on the perfect time
The perfect time to implode
Waiting for me to explode
He wants me to turn my back on you
He sees me ...
YoU see me ...
He Lurks..
You patiently plan ..
He hovers over me whispering sweet nothings in my ears
Oh how i wish that i could not hear
He attacks
I am his prey
Every single day ..
Day into night ...
This cant be right ..
This is my life ?
I do not want him to devour me ..
Hes already slowly killing me ...
And i know that you are hearing me
You are his weakness
And forever my strength
You empower me with never ending faith

R.E stupid child ~ written May 7, 2009

Wonderful World
Sweet smelling world
Enticed by all the drama unfolded
What A fool ive been
Escape into your whirl
Horrible most dismantled world
At least that is in my World
Chaos, pain & heartache
Full of dismay
Living my life with all the shadows in my way
Am i blind ?
Am i choosing not to see ?
All this blasphemy imposed before me
Such a stupid child
Restless & weak
The water well in me, running so deep
Purify Me..
Helpless & heading down the path of destruction ...
Total suction ..
Do not fall prey
Do not fall prey
Remember, Pray!
Innocent children stand in my way ..
For im the Fool
Numbingly  & foolishly i stay
Cast out these demons in me
Deaf, dumb & blind ...
That has been me this entire time ..
Theres a rumbling in my soul
She desires to break free ..
Casting out all demons i lay in bed with at night ...
Making things right ..
Stupid child

R.E Run to you ~ written December 11, 2008

I live in this world
But i am not ot this world
This is the journey of my life
Bound by chains & wicked ways
Shackled & imprisoned for my shame
I fight, but my fight is just not enough
Clinging to the hooe of my Never Giving Up
And giving it up & completely surrending my all....
All of myself!
This is my shame
I Am only to blame
For i do want to walk fully with the Lord
Suffering because of my own earthly form of a weakness ...
I am weak in so many ways ..
For i am still searching ..
Shatter Me oh Lord..
Shatter me into tiny fragmented pieces bursting into light
I am wandering about ..
He will not let the enemy devour me whole ..
He sees my true potential , he would never forsake me ...
My God ..
He is working through all of me ..
He sees me ..
If only i could see what he sees ! Z
The beauty within me, my divinity, my beautiful soul ...
My true embodiment of what his vision knows mw to be ...
Wolves & sheep ...
I Am A wolf ..
He smiles because he knows what my future holds...
For its written in the stars ...
Beautiful by far ...
As i patiently wait for my for this soon to be date ..
God ..
You see what is forged if only it would unfold ...
My heart is sick ..
But i do understand that its divine time
Your right time ..
Its his time ..
Always his time ...
For he truly knows the way
Leading me forever on out releasing me from this suffering decay
Holy is my God
My light shine high so Bright
I may struggle but he always wins the fight
For he is my Lord & through my God i am forever free
I am at your feet with humble surrender ..
Invisible shackles broken free ...
My heart beats strings ...
As i run to you

Friday, June 13, 2014

Friday the 13th 2014 - Howl at the Full MoON

Friday June 13, 2014

Friday the 13th welcomes a full moon ...


Our time is Now ...

Our time is always now .....

Howl
At the moOn ...

She hears ya ...

R.E bright Chant ~ written 2/12/13 2:37 AM

Vision so bright
Clarity right
Rose colored spectacles are removed
Begin the pursuit
Of happily ever after
Each move calculated and open to receive
Everything good bestowed upon me
Overwhelmed with greatness
Receiving it with ease
Documenting the entire journey
Of inner peace
The universe intervening
Calling it the law of attraction
Pay close attention
For it already has begun
Interwoven together
Delicate like lace
But built solid like the roots beneath the ground
Fermented and engulfed
Within me
Around me
Everywhere
Anywhere
Always
And
Forever
LOVE always being the key
For Jesus walked on water because he did truly indeed believe
And all GREAT / WONDERFUL / MARVELOUS things shall flourish all around .. Beginning NOW!!!

R.E . Nobodys letter PT II - written feb 10 2013 3:09AM

I had said to myself I leave this up to fate .. If and when one of us was ready , the other would be ready too.. And things would of flowed intricately.. But we did not this time around float harmoniously together as one .. We can try again  maybe for next time.. And maybe this time u would put in a little bit more effort, or not.. Always up to u ... :)
But anyway luv .. I am exhausted myself & now finally my week has ended I too intend on resting ..  Stay safe, warm & have a good night !! :)

R.E ~ nobodys letter ~ written - jan 23 2013 11:13 AM

Hi,
I don't know what this letter is going to say, but I do know that whatever is in it will come from my heart and be the absolute truth. Part of my battle with you is that I know that you are a wonderful man, great man!! But, my battle is not with the man himself its with the man inside himself. The man that has never shown his face. I am a pretty simple girl for the most part, I do not need to have someone get carried away in the dynamics of romance, whisking me away far and abroad.. Although those grand gestures of love would certainly be welcomed and ok from time to time. I am after all a girl by nature. I am a woman filled with life, love, joy, optimism, romance , PASSION & so forth... I need those very things too, especially  when it comes to love and close intimate relationships. I NEED to feel the love .. I NEED to experience the passion... I NEED for the earth to move beneath my feet and know that whomever is standing there beside me feels the same exact Way as i do... and is not afraid to go there into the depths of our souls... our own realms of existence created together....

And that is  what I need from love ...
And I haven't found that yet...

But  What I need from life now is to not get lost in this battle with man... I am still a woman repairing my own broken wings, preparing myself to take off...  And this sad moment aches to cripple the wings further from repair...
And this battle with man, it is not my fight.. This is yours...  And  it leaves me feeling depleted, exhausted & lost. I dont need any soul searching i know for certain WHO i am, WHAT i am, WHERE i am going, and i know what i want... i KNOW my own worth, because i KNOW what i have to offer and give.. but.. the person i give that part of myself to would have given me the same....
I don't want to feel like I'm cheating myself & I do not wish to crave for something that should be given to me oh so naturally, especially given to me from acts of love.

Call me old fashioned..

But When did chivalry die ??
 Is it too mundane & considered unnecessary to attempt too "woo" a woman you claim to love?

 it too much to ask for some kind of recognition or acknowledgement from you that I EXIST ????

I'm sorry.. But that list can go on and on especially when I think of the lunacy of such absurdity as to think that this should be something I would have to ask for .... This should be GIVEN.. And I should NOT, nor do I wish to have to spoon feed u into the dynamics of proper courtship. Cause to me that is ridiculous.

Hun I can't make u do anything that u do not want to do...

Hence dilemma...
You NEVER really tried ...

Butttt....

It's not you, it me!!

You are who you are

And I am who I am

There is no changing this difference.. This huge futuristic possibility... One that has proven to be combative.

I can't make u who u are not, and vice versa...

But I can control where I am headed In my world, with my own actions...



If hugs are what you need I can give a hug, but as nothing more is said or done , nothing more than a hug will ever be received by me to any false breed of nobody for me. 

Welcome Mr.Nobody its nice to know that Mr.Nobody can own up to this forever sought out Atlantis that seems to be missing from my life ...

Mr. Nobody meet Mrs. Nobody








Update P.S.
June 13, 2014 ... 3:40 pm
Just found a piece of this writing and OMGGGG .. Thats all i have to pS about... Oh yeaa & whattt in the world ... LocaiSh 

R.E. VoteOmiT - written - nov 7 2012 8:52 Am

It doesn't matter who is President of our country, our system is loonnggg preconditioned us into becoming the society we are today as a whole. But what does make a difference is who WE are as people, TOGETHER, especially when we UNITE as one to fight for our own rights, justices, equality, fair trade & so on... It is WE the people who truly inherently have this POWER & CONTROL, but we are soooo already preconditioned to what we have been told are our rights, liberties & so forth... We may have come together to elect our current President, entrusting in him to fulfill our needs & best interest at heart. But I believe that it is WE who could only revolutionize that sort of change, and that my friends begins in your own backyard. We all see solutions to our current dilemmas & urgencies in this worlds, many solutions conflict with one another because each solution is given by an individual who tries to SELL his solutions. "Individual" being the KEY word here... So what are WE doing as INDIVIDUALS to truly make a change ??? Think about it.. We could elect, reelect all the presidents we want in our lifetimes.. But truly what real IMPACT, CHANGE, REVOLUTION, does that make for YOU as an INDIVIDUAL in this lifetime. I believe that if YOU truly desire CHANGE, and want a better future than I BELIEVE whole hearted that YOU as an INDIVIDUAL should go out there and make that CHANGE.. Because in the end you may opinionate as often as you like about the way our world is, but what change does that really make when all you really did was just vote... Or not vote... It shouldn't take tragedies, devastations and LOSS to stir within a society to HELP one another and live together as a whole.. It should be NATURAL.. I guess that is the ripple effect of society preconditioned and taught that it is "survival of the fittest", by our main man Mr. Darwin ... We are fed these concepts, these ideologies & made to learn them.. Understand them.. And therefore Live, eat and breathe them.. And then ultimately in the end we turn on each other.. All I am saying is that we, YOU, have the power to make a change... Not just some president you vote for.. Change starts at home <3 p="">

R.E ~ uncut Train NoSe Momma ~ written; nov 13 2012 12:16PM

I'm naked I am bleeding
People surround me , I'm under attack
Reflections of me from
Across the room how different I look from what I feel..

On the train right now ..
This woman just squeezed right in.. I shy away from laughing or smirking cause she wasn't too rude about it she apologized outloud, but to whom well I'm still wondering that myself. She did utter I'm sorry but looked down at her luggage as she said it.

I just don't know. Lol

Now she's playing with her nose.. I'm about to jump off my seat here .. I never sit and when I do .. Because my neck is still killing me, so I am trying to take it easy, and this monstrosity takes place. Big suitcase nose
Picking momma over here to my left.

0.o

Lol

Uncut Earth

OUR EARTH CAN NOT BE DESTROYED !!!

Oh yeaaa...

PROVE IT ....

Fear..

Them bastards...

Wording ...

There is a hiearchy for "words" & their "placements"


All i say is pay fkn attention ...

Read ...

Re~read....

Re~ fkn ~ read ... againZzz....

You would be amazed as to how many X's the same story WILL change ...

FACT..

prove me wrong ...

I dont need a stupid study done to show & prove the statement i just said above ...

We are fed to be morons ..

Are YOU a moron ??

Im just asking .. Ooh lets turn a theory into a fact and make it so darn provable that it makes morons believe that it is impenetrable in being able to be disproved ...

Fkn FoOLs...

Lets make everything ..

Wait ..

Lets turn everything into an argument ...

And lets call that pride / ego / anger / loss of control / WAR ...

Catastrophys all around & we sit around & eat fkn pOpcorn .. Contemplating slitting our own throats to be put out of our own bloody misery ...

Ahhh.. Too messy ...

Just feed me my pills..

Yea .. Lets numb me to my own stupor ...

Lets walk dead ...

Anyways ..

Busy busy bee much to think / write / do ....

Ending my uncut brunch stating once again ...


Our earth is not going anywhere if there is a bloody nightmarish apolcalyptic hell on earth doom date ... This EARTH will stand strong ....


But those who believe in physical DEATH ... those whom were raised to FEAR and PERCEIVE earthly DEATH As the END OF ALL DAYS ....  Well LOVES, i sprinkly FAERY dust ALL over you in hopes that you would choke its MAGIC into every fkn pore / cell / atom / molecule / breath / being //// every part of your being .. Soak it all up .. Lick ur finger even .. Lick ur whole body if ya got to ... Hey .. To each is own .. No judgment given from me .. Do what you got to do ... May YOU BE BLESSED with YOUR own GoLDeN innate birth Right of Knowing that for YOU are IMMORTAL ... Indestructible ... & FOREVER .. No matter shape / form / or Planet you decide to "BE" on ... If you think the earth can be destroyed along with everyone on it .. Well hey .. Youre right .. But i most guarantee you this ... While everyone is gone in this most disasterous of earthly moments ... Earth will still be standing .. But You would most certainly be gone ... Earth who knows what it would look like after ... I know my nosy ass cant wait to find out .. If that were so to be the case in this earthly lifetime of mine ...

Anyways ..

Namaste

Spelling puncutations edit spell check reread null & void on any uncut page

Judge all you like ..

I say that because i am a stickler for these things & it drives me madd lol

Thursday, June 12, 2014

R.E . Episodes ~ written ~ july 30 2013 1:30 PM

Ok so here it goes .. Going against prob wise advisement I send this to you anyway.. Not that u would know it & not that I've showed it but in our brief encounter uve managed to make  me feel a kind of way i was not prepared for ... & with the  reality of it being much more harsher than i was prepared for, well because of feelings unreciprocated ive  realized many things that were needed to be learned, for myself ... I know u believe we met for a reason (could of been a pick up line u should of tried . ) but anyway it was true either way .. I needed to learn something before my next journey ..
And I have .. And I couldn't just end things with absolutely no closure with expressing myself to the person responsible for this transformation.. So thank you .. And I am most happy now to let you go ...

R.E . Universal cry ~ written ~ july 30 2013 / 5:35 PM

Universe processing these feelings is quite intense .. Because I am only beginning to understand it myself .. So things are still unclear but my trust in what I am doing by freeing love into the universe and  totally trusting that whatever is meant to be will be ... It hurts a lot.. It doesn't feel like winning or succeeding .. But again those things are of egos nature and not one with spirit and of being in alignment with the universe. Although I weep I promise I am not sad, possibly disappointed, but again that is egos interference with the bigger picture at hand. Writing about it helps. Expressing myself helps. I cried heavily today for myself over a stranger, one with whom I felt a connection with, or so I believed , but it was more of like a release. It actually felt good to release. I didn't even know it was coming but it did come ... Anyway music zone time :)))

Either way im excited about everything of NOW :)

R.E - deceit ~ written ~ july 31 2013 ~ 1:31

Ok so I'm listening to jay z right now dirt off your shoulder & this man a fellow sagittarian who happens to share the same birthday as me... I could look for him as male guidance as to how to feel/handle my
Emotions when it comes to the opposite sex ..
I mean come on I have to look for inspiration from somewhere and where else to look but the fkn male species .. It's like ok .. U got ur shit right & I just so got distracted right now by this Indian woman , beautiful , dressed nicely , carrying an infant baby , holding a sign and speaking asking for money she just lost her job. My energy picked up deceit .. And I felt no compassion .. Why is that ..
Compassion for all ?!?

What a strange place i find myself in..
Strange strange world ..
Pffft male species ...
Woman species ...
Human species ...

Who the fk are we really ??!??

R.E ~ AnXiety ~ written ~ july 31 2013 1:35 PM

I'm learning slowly but surely to calm my anxieties :)))

R.E ~ synergistic blending ~ written ~ August 1 2013 12:51AM

I'm a synergistic blend of a philosophical mentality, an athletes physical dexterity, the temperament of an artist & a mystics spirituality :))

R.E ~ opEn ~ written ~ aug 1 2013 ~ 6:42 PM

So being open to receive means to be fearless and to move along as if everything you desire is already in your possession & to walk around confidently and self assured that all is as it should be, everything in working order !!!!

R.E ~ UniverSE ~ written ~ aug 2 2013 7:13PM

Ok let's wish into existence something I want at this moment .. I am open for love and I am open for moments .. So universe take me for a ride

R.E ~ NerVeS ~ Written ~ aug 9 2013 1:01 PM

My
Nerves are working hard against me at the moment on this train ride but I am keeping my composure but I want to like fly away .. Woohoo now it's my stop

R.E. ~ SinGLE MommY ~ written ~ August 13, 2013 ~ 10:57 AM

You are success to yourself .. Never downgrade or belittle the amount of work, energy, love, & support that you are giving to your kids.
That is a problem for me as well at times, use to be more of a burden I use to carry, because we all feel we wish we could do so much more. And we ask ourselves how we could be so foolish, and for me pride would never allow for me to admit that others were right about me being too young and not financially ready to start a family.
The never ending turmoil we feed our spirits at times can be very brutal on our souls.  But I've learned over the years that if I downgrade all that I do, and I don't give myself enough credit for all that I have accomplished thus far, I rob myself of any good fortune that would exist. Because I'm too busy looking at all that is not there, instead of what is right here with me at this very moment in time. And Who in the world wants to intentionally do that to themselves? (but we do.. we do this a lot of times actually .. and we rob ourselves.. and then our kids get robbed too!!!)

Why continue that path ??? So, now I don't & because of this mental shift my family is happier.

And I tell you this now being a single  mother for the last 10-11 years, that I am proud of all that I've accomplished thus far for my daughter & I. And YOU as a Single Mother working, providing, loving, nurturing, caring, and all that great stuff .. but the fact that YOU are there with your unconditional LOVE, SUPPORT & NOURISHMENT, well give yourself a well deserved round of applause. Because you already beat the odds.. Now rejoice in the comfort in knowing that you are one Wicked bad ass Mum & you deserve all the recognition in the world!!!

And Here is where it gets better!!!! since  it is in our basic human genetic makeup, and we are predisposed & conditioned to certain beliefs & structures, we live and thrive in a cultural society where we bleed dissatisfaction naturally.  So here goes this little  genetic, conditioned component floating thru our veins, breeding natural dissatisfaction as a whole, and  naturally YOU as Single Mothers always feel dissatisfied. But you know that quote that says something along the lines of .. "If you can't change something, than change the way you look at it" .. Something like that .. Well that's where this shift should begin .. FIRST.. With the way you perceive the situation ... Make everything exciting ... Be truly content with all you already have ... And if you are NOT.. Change that ... Do something .. Do more .. try More ... But be happy with each and every step ... be proud with each and every movement. Encourage your children to be excited and enthralled by living each and every day, so that when they are grown they will know what true happiness feels like, even if they grew up without having much. Perception is key ... And we teach our children the things they need to see, and the world teaches them the rest. But it is our footprints that are left imprinted all over their hearts and their souls, because it is our memories that we give them that they take into this world, and it is through our eyes, and our vision alone that molds our kids into their beautiful existence.

Namaste

R.E. ~ HaPpY BirthDAY ~ August 13, 2013 - 5:59 PM

I wrote a poem for u
Thought it would be cool
To wish u a happy birthday a little bit old school
I wish you lots of love and lots of presents too
But most of all I wish you a happy birthday boo :))

R.E. ~ Beautiful ~ Written ~ august 15 2013 ~ 5:16 PM

It wasn't until I found myself beautiful, that the whole word knew my name !!!!

R.E. ~ Written | August 18 2013 / 10:17AM

Certain things start to transpire, step by step , each little inkling and step propelling me forward to accomplish so much more.  What is more ??? What is life ? We say we are breathing and that breathing is free , and we fill with so much oxygen and exhale but what are we exhaling from our spirits ? Are our spirits being acknowledged, or is it just another thing that has been swept under the rug.   The balance of the chakras help in this discovery.  It helps because what you mentally envision, as to the aligning of the chakras actually helps tap into a internal system that we fail to recognize.

R.E. ~ ReVeLATioN ~ written August 20, 2013 ~ 10:38AM

I have truly had a revelation ... And it brought me to tears, because it indeed hit home. For I am a healer .. I am to inspire, motivate, love, accept, heal, guide, enlighten & help in every way that I can.. Lovingly, wholeheartedly for that is what connects me to the divine .. And there should be no other motivating factor more stronger than this .... And although my mind has been focused and determined I've allowed for ego and greed to slip into existence and forget my own true purpose... And so I laugh cry, because what moves me now is complete love, for all, because my soul sees into your soul, and truly knows that we are all the same.. And regardless of how we believe we are "thought" to be here, we all originate the same!!! My hands are blessed by God, my words are blessed by God, my eyes are blessed by God, my ears are blessed by God, my mind is blessed by God, my heart is blessed by God.... All part of me is blessed by God, for I am a child of God, and therefore God is within, and therefore within, is what I exude without.. And that's beautiful.. And this revelation changes everything. I continue to cry as I write this because I really feel it pulsating through my body.  It is spreading, aligning of my chakras... Aligning mind, body, spirit , soul & higher self ... Creating into existence divine purpose :))))

R.E ~ uncut ReAL ~ Written ~ march 18 2014 ~

You know what I love the most about you ?!!?  I love your unapologetic animalistic nature ...
Your ReALneSs is showing ...

Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Uncut CrOssTee Syndrome

Today i wear my croSs Tee ..
For i Am feeling rather croSsed ..
Foggy ... Groggy ... Quiet Storm ...
Most Lovely breezy of days ...
I must be dying ... Crying .. Or Lying ...

Uncut RiddleR

Riddle me this riddle me that ..

What is black but has white feat...

OptiCaL iLLuSioNS  ..

Exactamente !!

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Uncut Train ride Chant ~ Game of thrones

Sleep  calls out my name..
I wish to see your face ..
I Am the hamster in the wheel staying in place..
Just gots 2 keep moving ..
When i dream, you are still there ..
Lingering around everywhere ...
You wish for me to let go, but yet you hold on...
You hold on & i feel you breathing all down my neck...
What the heck ...
Is this a test ...
Final rest ...
Beat me down & smack me silly ...
Is this really a game ...
Ah! Yes YoU.. Its you .. You put me to feel shame ...
Crazy is as crazy does Sir ..
Rulerrrr her ...
Stick it to me sweet & gently ...
As i go to sleep ..
This place we meet ...
This place of our forevers carved into stone ...
& yet why do we still feel so alone ...
Fight for our throne ...
This is home ...
Game of thrones ..

Uncut ~ Annie .. I think

I use to sing this song over & over when i was younger ... Maybe it was from "Annie" idk besides her "tomorrow" song .. Cause i sang that 1 too quite a lot actually .. I guess i was always emoiSh .. Pffft .. WhateverZ.. But not that one ... And for the life of me i cant remember all the words.. But it will come back to me ... Duhh.. Google .. But yea ... For the past couple of days this tune has been resurfacing & i find myself humming it .. Oh yea .. Did ya know im a hummer .. Yup!! I admit it .. I hum so much that i dont even know i am humming .. I also speak some other language .. Dont know where it came from .. How it started .. And that one comes out whenever it wants to .. I swear no control .. It at first was slightly embarrassing cause ya know ppl look at you like "wtf" haha but i dont care ...

Which brings me back to i really think its from Annie .. But yea anyways who cares ...

Exactly ..

Who fkn cares ...

Not many ..

And many who do ..

Yea well they care about shit i dont fkn care for .. I think its silly actually ...


Ok song & then i will try to get some sleep in order ...

"I dont care ..
I dont care ..
If life doesnt treat me fare..
I know i can (hmmhmm) i know i can (hmmmhmm) and live in harmony .."

Yea something like that ..

Let me find out jenJen was smart ..

Go figures..


Say werd 2 big berd ..

Uncut ~ hunger Pains

The pull the pull the pull
We push we push we push
This ticking won't stop
Lock & unloaded..
Its ok iM reloaded ..
Time capsules resurfacing this earth
Filled with bloody thirst
For reorder
Tony Montana style ..
Who's world is this ?
The world is mine, the world is yours ..
Question marks all around..
The dj keeps spinning my sound...
Makers wish ..
We dance to this ..
Betty Crockers in the kitchen whipping up a fresh batch ...
Of...
You like this .. I like that ..
Sour Patch..
Baked from scratch ...
There is a party in my tummy ..
Theres a party in my tummy ..
& the party is going down all night long ..
Radio talks smack all night long ...
Orchestra admired for their auto tune
Mix ...
Assemble the ensemble of this assembly fix..
Get in line .. ..
Clockworks on time ..
Blue jays are rhyming ..
Do not eat green eggs & ham..
Spam is Sam he does not like..
But like daM oh MAN he got served air tight ...
The green eggs & ham gave Sam the itis alright...
Filled with urge for slumber..
Take him under..
Its All about the timings..
MagiKaL Little Rhymings..
Spectators eyeing ..
The  big surprise ..
Open your eyeS..
Super PriZe..
Ancient Rights..
Mystery censored in our shrine ...
Coded Fines..
Candy coated ku klux klan ..
Its all a frkn shaM..
Eat a piece of ham..
The pigs going to die anyway ...
Lets predict its date energized withhate ..
Better yet lets feed them the steak..
Inter-mate inter~Date inter~ relate inter~create ..
Galactic PrOportionS..
Inter~SpecieS ..
Mutant surFLower...
SurPShoWer..
Golden PoWer..
Its the Resurrection...
Oh my my... my pecker is hard ..
Better wear a bullet proof vest ..
never one to shoot those blanks ..
Know what i mean jellybeAn ?!?
Whats my rank ..
Everything is written in the stars ..
CoSmoPolitAn knows the truth so far..
Its all about the CoSmoS in You..
Sweet interlude..
Awaken the beauty in YoU..
CosMos Rule..
Aint that the fkn truth ...
But whats it got to do with you...
Fortunes tune..
Readers plot forget me nots..
swallowing a bunch of hidden sleUuu ...
Rotten too ..
Whats a woman to do ..
Blues Clues..
Blue knows the way ...
Cliff hanger days ...
Stage runaways...
Galactic plays..
Rise in tamed ...
Conditioned ways..
Foolish LAmes ...
Bleed insane ..
Dying of
Hunger Pains ..

Monday, June 9, 2014

Musical Share of My MoMent ~~ (M.S.o.M.M) missOm - lindsey stirling ~ SHATTER ME

Ok yea so My Song of this Moment is by Musical SensAtionALLy most Talented, Artist whom i absolutely LOVE ... Lindsey Stirling ...

This is the first song of hers i have listened to that has any lyrics because most of her songs that i know of is just of her playing the violin & dancing beautifully as she sets fire to her craft ... I know my birthed Love for music played by strings of many a sort, violin being on top of my favorites ... But this woman is fkn amazing .. Anyone who states otherwise carries no appreciation whatsoever for arts & crafts ...

Well anyways ...
Amazing FKN song .. With fkn lyrics to match ... I do not  need to say how fkn dope her instrumentals are in this song ... Because her fkn instrumentals are dopeSpecTacuLAr in this song !! Along with her remarkable instrumentals she also delivers lyrical song to this venue that pierce thru my skin & penetrate down to my bones ... So yea .. Feeling this song immensely .... So much so i am sharing ...

I am super excited about going to her concert june 21ST !! Sending out into the universe the honor of meeting this most splendid creature ....  And so it shall be ...

Title of the song :

Shatter Me

 I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through me
Tired mechanical heart
Beats until the song disappears

Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Shatter me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

If only the clockwork could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown

Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Shatter me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

If i break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in vain

If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in vain
(Hold me)

Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Shatter me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Uncut ~~~ RuM ShAKher

"The scars of this war, seen as craters, have not eroded much for two main reasons: The moon is not geologically very active, so earthquakes, volcanoes and mountain-building don't destroy the landscape as they do on Earth; and with virtually no atmosphere there is no wind or rain, so very little surface erosion occurs.
The Moon is an Egghead"

<< some
Website i just copied & pasted from.. Their words ... Most definitely not mine.. Get it got it GoOd>>

Random rambling thoughts ..
May not be coherent enough just do not desire 4 it to disappear ..


Perception
Science
Moon birthed thru an earth collision .. Was it ??
Says who ??
Battle scars .. Based off of our intelligence .. Of understanding .. Based off of our evolution of understanding .. Based off of science we accumulate based off our depths of understanding ..

Till a new door opens ..
A new questioner .. A new thought process ...
A new level ..

Materializes ... Out of thin air ..

What is air again ..
Hmm... What are a lot of things .. We keep trying to understand "real" things .. Based off of a conditioning we "understand" we are birthed into (no say in the matter) .. Or is there ??

Theory after theory knocking out all outdated theories professing new found truth .. Off of one mans "curiosity" on a particular subject...


What is truth again ???

We the people ..

Live for the people ...

We are the people ...

Who know the people ...

Who sees the people ...

Who fight for the people ...

People who die for the people ..

The same people who feel powerless ...

But support the people who they appoint powerful ...

The same people who do not like other people ...

Its a doggy dog world ....

My question is who are the people ...

People keep mentioning people ...


Are you a peeple ?


Do you know peepil ...

Am i a peaple ...

Do we mfg peapill ...

Im just curious ..  And would like to know .. Cause i genuinely like peeple... Its the peapill i dont like ...

I desire to keep on writing & so i will ... But for whatever reason .. I no longer wish to share ...

So heres another uncut MoOn bullshit scientist are stupid rant and so are the peapill but shucks.. Who am i to judge this peapil /peaplle population .. I mean i am too for the peeplle .. I just dont understand all the open minded closed minded thinking .. Its sooOooo like uh tabOo..

Rum ShAker stole my heart & the dj keeps playing his song on instant replay .. I will take the blue pill sir .. For it is certain to erase my memory ...
 Oh yea ..  Alice is in town for a shecKond ..  She cut her hair ... She is lookin type baddd ASs .. I think i like it ...

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Uncut madd cow disease - written june 7 2014 8:06 pm

I just feel like crying .. Sort of like dying .. What a fkn warm home coming .. Rockets blaring .. Soul taker .. Rum shaker .. .. Darkest of our nows .. The bitch flamer never times out .. She screams & she shouts .. Shes a fkn liar ..

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Uncut - frozen

Slowly ... Surely .... Its happening ... Preparing ... Believing ... I have not died in vain.. Slipping away ... FroZen ..

Friday, June 6, 2014

Uncut ~ Standing O !!

Crowd teaser Self pleaser Wicked and most certainly bad .. Managing your band, lets just call it your personal army.. Line of defenses ... First line down ... Escapist wow .. Blowing spectacles of glitter in my face.. Pricking out of me some type of reaction .. Inner climactic .. Is this all to your bloody satisfaction .. This interaction .. A bookie fashion .. Get it while its hot .. Building no fkn stops .. Available for download .. Book it , lock it ... Unload .. Intergalactic dynamics saved in your vault .. At your disposal when you fkn want .. This fkn stunt .. Devils lurking all around .. Sudden death stare without a blank care ... Intergalactic warfare .. Look into the camera all you like .. You know you ain't right .. Keeping your super player games plugged in tight .. Story of your life .. Life full stream, live if you know what i mean ... Building dynasties.. Author telling narrator lets take it nice and slow ... Cant build an overload .. Space Age theatrics ... Must keep them waiting .. Anticipating ... Wonderments of is this maybe ... Still contemplating ... Whether this blue ray diamond jays really the one .. Ooh this is fun .. Entertainment at its finest .. Well fkn excuse me your royal bloody highMeSs ... The time almost here .. Stage set almost clear .. Ringing in my ear ... Soon will appear.. Making whats invisible most clear ... When curtains are drawn and the actors come out ... Before the curtains go down ... Final act most anticipated by the crowds... The mystery revealed of who walks away with the crown ... Final bow down ... Standing ovations to the best show in town ... Best set of actors, applauds all around ..

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Uncut ~ imaginings

I imagined a great big surprise .. I imagined not believing my eyes ... I imagined the huge smile upon my face ... Traces of you lifting me up to grace .. I imagined it all ... Beautiful, i imagined feeling it all ... Imagining that my imaginings were true ... Realizing loves price.... imaginings is all i can ever really do ... imaginings of my love So true ... Imaginings of a never ending blue .. Escape to my dreams where i fall in LoVe with you ...

Uncut ~ Dead End

People are allowed to do whatever they please .. What i look for is authenticity .. Behaviors i carefully observe .. And if its not up to par with my personal standards .. I do not wish to waste my time on a dead end street ..

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Uncut beautiful Soul

You not loving me, does not change the fact that i still LoVe you. Will it make me cry? I dont know yet, that part hasnt happened... Does it hurt ? Yes, it does cause my heart some level of pain & discomfort. Simply because you do not love me back. I am accepting of that, because i know that i can not make you love me... Although thats what my heart would love nothing more than to receive my love in return. But that doesnt seem to be the reality of what is going on here between us at this current moment. I am accepting of that too. Will i weep in despair? Will i become bitter, resentful, & nasty because i didnt receive what my heart craves at this moment in time? Will i curse your name & speak blasphemys to poorly try to rid my pain & anger & take it out on you ? Does that sound like something i would do ? I would hope not. I understand, and i get it. It certainly sucks for me at this moment in time.. But hey, i am a big girl i will most certainly be fine! Maybe it will take me some time to digest everything that is happening here ..... But this moments doesnt take away anything from this experience. A most pleasant one at that ... Cherished & most certainly loved. I still believe in LoVe. Because i Am LoVe.. I Give Love & LoVe has a way of bringing me sparkly faery lights into my life. I am LoVe & for me, Romance never dies... In this world we learn that connections can fizzle ... But my Romance, my LoVe, my Affections, my heart .. Well these things they live with me, forever !! The fact that i recognize my love for you and my willingness to accept the truth of a love not reciprocated at this time .. It doesnt take away the reasons behind my absolute unconditonal love for you. I fell in love with a Shining StAr ... Magnificent you are .. If i had been capable of personally designing what i believe to be a perfect companion for me, you would be that design. Ive witnessed many of your sides ... I see your soul through your eyes ... I must admit, you have captured me completely, leaving me feeling hypnotised. You most certainly magnitized my heart strings to intertwine with yours... Forever leaving me feeling, as if we opened some door. I also accepting the reality, that this in which i feel, is not felt by you in the same way ... Which is ok ... Neither one of us are wrong ... Both of us completely right ... We must always remain true to ourselves, especially when it comes to sharing LoVe. I still think you are beautiful & i only wish for your complete happiness in whichever way you believe you desire and need. Even if that doesnt include me .... Thats loVe .. Thats my LoVe .. You are the embodiment of loVe. You have so much love to give and you do give. I wish you to receive a constant even flux of love being received as well as given... You are a most beautiful soul... I will always love you ....

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